There is literally nothing that gives me any kind of pleasure

>>37217929
>does anyone else have this
Yes.
>is there a cure
No. If you're lucky pills can fix you up mostly without serious side-effects but no actual cure exists, nor probably ever will, for depression and related issues otherwise we'd have cures for autism and the like as well.

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>>37217929
>Is there a cure?

Hahaha, no. It's 2017, OP. The mentally disabled are nothing but disappointments to the government now. They don't give two shits about us.

>>37217929
quit asking yourself the age old question of "is this it?" and try to appreciate your good health.

life is long. it's okay to not be able to keep your interest in something you once loved. being fickle is human.

you likely won't live again so enjoy the ride for all of its ups and downs.

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All your efforts to avoid suffering have lead you here.

Have you tried lifting?

pinion pls go

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I think I do, and I don't see a way out of it.

I want to enjoy video games, but I'm just trash at them so it leads to frustration. It's maddening that I'm not even good at the one thing I've spent thousands of hours on. I can't think of anything else I really enjoy.

>>37219055
maybe stop multiplayers viday and just play solo ones, where there is no competition

>>37219095
I want competition though, but I also always want to be the better one. But I pretty much never am. I've played a good bit against bots on csgo and plenty of single player games, but I tend to stick with multiplayer games longer.

>>37218936
Yes, as a matter of fact i did. But it runs much deeper than that.

>>37219193
3.5k hours on csgo beat me senpai

but really if competition upsets you you should mabe spend more on game (like a new 60 $ game every month) to at least enjoy it