Working on no fap right now. Day 5. It's getting tough.

I just relapsed today after 2 weeks nocum with edging, fapped like 6 times in the last 24 hours.

To really live this lifestyle sustainably I realize I'm going to have to go deeper into monk mode, otherwise I inevitably start being preoccupied with sex again. The one good thing about fapping your nuts dry is that in the few days after recovering from it you don't think about sex at all. But you have lower energy and creativity, and these are inextricably linked to libido. Sexual transmutation is redirecting kundalini energy away from the genitals and up into your brain and using it to elevate your consciousness and heal your body. Its going to be necessary to do more meditation, breathwork, and pelvic floor exercises daily in order to avoid the pitfall of being preoccupied with sex every time I stop cumming, and still experience the metaphysical the benefits of semen retention. So go to yoga and meditation classes often, but the rest of the time I am a lazyass that doesn't do much of anything and let my thoughts wander and end up thinking about sex all the time, then edging to porn again, which I can pull off for 1-3 weeks before I cum, relapsing into wanking 5 times more that day, then the cycle repeats itself.

Try not being a retard, I heard that helps.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVNxAbNSubtX6YPRZGy-hzA/videos

Found this youtube channel helpful, though I can't take everything he says seriously because he's a vegan with tattoo covered hands.

>>37211747
>I just relapsed today after 2 weeks nocum with edging
That's not how it works. Edging is the worst.

>>37211587
>being stupid enough to do nofap

only low test individuals can do such a thing.

>>37212511
Its what I call "cheat mode" nofap where I get the benefits of semen retention while still technically jerking off to porn pictures. I usually do cheat mode because real sex is an impossibility, and I don't have a problem with porn fetishes, and I like looking at women and porn is literally the only way I can see boobs and pussy.

day 72 here, can't remember how i was then so my memory is still shitty and i don't notice any other effects significantly but I'm not going back, i am not wasting time on fapping anymore

>>37212594
Try to remember. For me that is the main deterrent to relapsing, remembering how shitty it feels to be on the wank wagon.

>>37212568
You don't need to see boobs and pussy. I used to do cheat mode as well and I ended up spending twice as much time jerking off. Don't do it.

https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/what-if-i-use-porn-without-orgasm

As I said, it's even worse than "normal" masturbation.

>>37212555
this, you fell for a shit meme, chief queef

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>>37212787
>You don't need to see boobs and pussy.
BUT I AM VIRILE HETEROSEXUAL MAN ITS NOT NATURAL TO NEVER SEE WOMEN NAKED I NEED TO SEE FEMALE PRIVATE PARTS EVEN IF I DON'T DIDDLE MY PEEPEE AT ALL REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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>>37212821
In other words: You are weak.

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>>37212858
I am only a human animal with functioning male genitalia. No matter how much I meditate and resist masturbation, I still long to look at and touch female flesh

>>37213047
Unlike animals you can control your desires. You have the possibilities to do it. For example: It would be a good start to stop posting anus pictures from tumblr.