>Be 30
>will be 31 in a month
>uncle died of heart attack
>Alone
>realize there is no free will
>realize everything is fixed
>realize i am 4-5/10
>am mantel (5'5)
>4 inch penis
>Do not want children
>Circus dead
>idiot for president
>government corrupt
>robots will replace me and then eventually everyone
>planet will heat up so much every summer will soon be 150 days of 110 degree heat
>Microsoft continues to erode away the "P" in PC and DRM the shit out of all software.
>nintendo flat out giving up on vidya and going mobile with chink shit Switch
>fidget spinners are the new hot trend!
>DC cinematic universe forever ruined
>Star wars movies will never end until they are run into the ground
>Over due for meteor hitting earth
>Only 1% of the planets water is drinkable
>by 2050 there will be 9.7 billion people
>oil running out
>great resource war coming in my nephews life time
>heaven isn't real
>this is the living world we are forced to exist in
I wish I wasn't such a coward, I would end my life now. There are not good times coming, nothing but bad for the foreseeable future.
We still have anime anon. Your waifu would be sad without you.
>>37196607
just go buy some bitcoins and relax
You're a mantle?
embrace it anon.
we were born to see the end times
>>37196607
We had the privilege to see trees and stars.
We die and our memories get deleted. Nothing happened
>>37196607
invest some money in whores
>>37197965
this was my one true pleasure. I feel too fat though to enjoy it, so I am trying to lose weight.
>>37198021
too fat because stamina or because insecurity? I'm thinking of getting fat because I like to eat that's why i ask
>>37198408
happened very slowly, in a period of 5 years i'd say. bad diet and no outdoor activity do to being an internet shut in. Hate looking at my body, look like a potato man, even got these dark spots under my belly dome now. It's hard to put down the coka cola though.
>>37198465
>hard to put down the coka cola though.
Lucky when I do binge gaming I neglect eating, that's why I'm only skinny fat
>tfw Afrikaans
>you will die without having children
>all the white women are going abroad to better countries or being raped
>you have nothing but a shitty farm
>the soil is going sandy and barren
>Rhodesia will cease to exist in the history books
>As a minority you probably contribute less then the blacks
>you will probably die to some unknown arsonist
>your land will be seized by the farmers around you
>you will have nobody to carry on your name
end of the line I guess
>>37198561
sperm bank is your option if you want to at least try to secure your genetic heritage
>>37198561
oh man, there were some fucked up periods of human history. i try to imagine what it must have been like to be a black slave in the south. one of the worst existences ever.
>>37198617
Worth a try.
>>37198774
What's your point?
>>37196607
>realize everything is fixed
How did you realize this exactly. Quantum physics says the exact opposite. Study the problem of consciousness. It seems the universe and consciousness are co-dependent.
>>37198857
what? Even if quantum physics is real, free will still isn't
>>37198945
Even if it isn't living a life that assumes free will is real will lead in a more satisfying life.
>>37198945
quantums are universal projection of free will
this will be reveal with time
>>37196607
>Microsoft continues to erode away the "P" in PC and DRM the shit out of all software.
Use software that is Free as in Freedom.
>>37198978
this is not relevant to what we are discussing at all. so leave it out of it.