I think the cuck propaganda has gotten to me /r9k/. I've been fapping with a girl over the internet for the past few days and, each and every time I've been unable to get my dick hard to the thought of fucking her. I've been watching lots of sissy porn and captioned images and I think they got to me.
Instead, I get my dick hard by thinking of being locked in chastity while she fucks my ass with a strapon or forces me to watch her be fucked. It doesn't help that my dick is small (max 4 inches) and that I'm not the most well endowed in other areas.
Is there any way I can fix this? How should i proceed /r9k/?
How did you even let it happen?
I automatically disregard all of that shit because I know it's unhealthy and degenerate.
I just can't see how people fall into that trap, I guess some people are easily manipulated with loneliness?
It's okay. Vanilla isn't a real thing.
>>37192881
Either cut out porn to set back to normie levels, or go full porn till you end up full circle,
I currently have a fetish for happy sex
>>37192919
It was a way to turn some of my insecurities into a decent form of sexual pleasure. Turns out that the damaging porn meme is actually true.
>>37192881
How do you even masturbate with a 4in dick? Like your hand is thicker than that what the fuck.
>>37193053
I'm uncut so it's pretty easy
>try to fap for easy sleep
>realize that the woman in the video is a disgusting cunt with a bad personality
>she wouldn't touch me with a 2000 ft pole
>start to question whether it would ever be possible for you to be emotionally intimate with another human
>wonder why you still bother waking up anymore
>horniness replaced with self-loathing and anger
>stay up all night to wallow in own human misery
I'm not sure if this is better or worse, op
>>37192881
>>37193035
switch to dom fetish, it can be done, you already know sub feels just reverse it and get off on inflicting them on girls
>>37192881
RED ALERT
RED ALERT
Stop watching porn. Stop whacking it.
Once you do that for a month you will be back to normal.
>>37193085
I know these feels, combined with a life of inexperience and physical defects it makes for a very pessimistic view on women. In fact if a random girl approached me to fuck I would definitely decline because it seems ridiculous
>>37192881
op what you watch and what you accually like are too often not related, ofc you will watch some weird shit from time to time, normal porn doesnt give a boner to anyone in here. But trust me, when u see that pussy you will be cutting diamonds with your pecker
>>37193139
>In fact if a random girl approached me to fuck I would definitely decline because it seems ridiculous
If a women showed interest in me I'd be little suspicious of her motives. But if a woman "approached me to fuck" I would be curious which alley she is going to try to take me down so her big guy friend can beat the shit out of me and take my wallet.
>>37193085
Well I get the same feels...
Often I gap when lonely and stressed to help me forget... When I cum I snap back to reality and it ain't pretty.
A chill late night gap suddenly becomes depressionland
You might be gay. I used to have such feelings until I realized I just really like big cocks, and black cocks are made out to be the biggest in pron.
>>37193090
>>37193035
>>37192881
unironically this OP
I used to be really into sissy hypno and I'm a neet so I really descended into degeneracy to the point where I would have entire weeks that I spent in my room drooling over sissy hypno, locked in a cage, wearing panties, stockings and a buttplug drooling over sissy hypno.
But there was always that post fap guilt feeling I couldn't get rid of, and I got an internet gf, and combining those two I somehow left it behind me and now I fap with her on the phone telling her I'm going to tie her up and use her holes as I see fit, and she's going to moan like a bitch in heat and thank me later for cumming in her ass.
She gets off to it and for some reason so do I. Try to hold onto the post fap feeling and use it to be disgusted by your degeneracy. Also "taking it to the next level" is a common theme in sissy degenerates, so try envisioning this as the next level. It turns me on more than sissy stuff ever did and that should say something.
>>37193730
fuck I didn't mean to say drooling over sissy hypno twice, I thought I moved it from the end of the sentence to the middle of it