>after anon commited suicide, we tried to understand him
>a lot of his computer history was of a site called 4chan
>specifically, a board called /r9k/
>by studying this board, we have come closer to understanding the man we knew as anon
>>37190409
>he was an irremediable faggot cocksucker
>rip that bitch ass nigga
>anon was so nice
>he would give anything to help someone in need
>>37190409
>Mom keeps saying I'm great
>I know I'm not
>>37190454
>anon has turned into such a good boy
>he'll make some woman very happy one day
>they would disown me if they ever saw the incest and other various porn I have saved on an external hard drive
>>37190489
>"he'll make some woman very happy one day"
>I know I wont
>>37190511
Dubs will confirm this.
Why do I torture myself by coming to these threads
>>37190579
You like it. Face the truth.
>anon kills himself
>parents discover trap folder
>parents find r9k bookmark
>they start a holy crusade on the hacker named 4chan that turned their son in to a suicidal faggot
They will know I died while heroically repressing my homosexuality.
>>37190409
>computer is full of a bunch of stupid ramblings I made after realizing the horror of reality and coping with it by turning my self image into that of some kind of fucked up retard alien jesus
>also autistic excel documents
>and thousands of pepes/r9k threads I don't actually care about because I compulsively save them
I tried so hard to be a real person but in the end I was just another fucking meme
>>37190952
GET THAT FUCKING NIGGER OFF HIM I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD
>anon kills himself
>is forgotten within a week
>>37191012
Also a lot of shitty electronic music that seemingly only I like
My music collection is/was the only thing I felt proud of, but even that is stupid because I didn't actually make any of it, although I desperately wish I had the mind and perspective required to do so, and because something being suited to my tastes doesn't make it objectively "good". Fuck everything. If I die and reincarnation is real I'll probably be stuck with no music or music I don't like. That's horrifying, and is one of few reasons why I haven't done it yet (outside of vanity, because I know someone who wants me to, and a desire to not do a "bad and hurtful thing", although this should not be confused with true compassion). A good aftersuicidelife would be pure musical exploration, completely unfettered by anything.
>>37190409
i cant believe anon left me a secret will saying i own all his possesions nowwhat am i even gonna do with another 3 onaholes??
>>37190952
I repress it too anon, but my hard drive functions like a second subconscious for my sexuality because it is full of gay porn that I try not to look at.
>>37191077
Anon...
ARE YOU ME ? ? ?
This comment was not even original.
>>37191128
Is this one of those things that everyone thinks but not everyone knows that everyone else is also thinking it?
>he made a lot of angry posts about jews
>but also posted jewish actresses and said he wanted a jewish gf