Have you considered that you are, in fact, going to DIE? I spent

It only really hits me when I'm high as hell.

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>>37119377
No shit im going to die. One day all of humanity itself will die and there will be no evidence that we ever existed. Everything dies.

>>37119377
This why suicide is so appealing. You get to die at a time, place and manner of your choosing. A lot of people don't get that option or die horribly/suddenly without warning. What's the appeal in that?

This is why it confuses me that people discourage suicide. We didn't get to choose how we came in this shit hole but we can sure as hell decide how we leave it if we have balls enough.

>>37119547
That shit is too removed though. You need to get in touch with you yourself dying. Do you have any idea what that'll be like for you? How you'll react?

Did you ever have a job you didn't much care for, but didn't hate enough to quit? You know you probably couldn't find anything better, so you just slog through your daily grind because inertia so easy. You go through the day doing as little as humanly possible so you don't get in trouble, but most of your time is spent watching the clock, waiting desperately for the end to come.

That's how I feel about living.

>>37119377
I look forward to it.

Organiccomedic

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>>37119620
Im not special. Far from it, actually. There are plenty of people who have done/will do better shit with their lives. But they'll still die. Why shouldnt i? Sure, thinking about my own death isnt a good feeling. But this is the natural order of things, and i accept it.

>>37119377
When I die, there will be no more fear, no more pain.
I stop paying for my pleasure with agony and the deal struck with reality at my birth is null.
I can languish in the abyss neither content nor perturbed. The unimaginable oblivion I meet every night joining me for the last time.

Tbh senpai sounds great I almost can't wait but life is cool too. Nice dubs.

Oh boy, has babby just discovered nihilism?

>>37119377
the fact that I'm surrounded by death all the time, has made me forget all about it, the thought used to creep up every so often, not anymore.

>>37119377
As long as the next place has access to r9k im fine with that

After you die every single thing that ever was you is completely gone.
There is no "I" to mourn the "I"
It will be the most comfortable "you" have ever felt and it's totally not a big deal once it happens. Plus if you're blessed with a slow death you'll probably trip out a little but the hormones released will make you feel okay with it.
It's literally not an issue, enjoy your crappy life and then get awarded with the ultimate peace, satisfaction and forgiveness.

Yeah. I don't usually care but then when the possibility actually comes around it's like I've been sleepwalking with my lack of concern and just woke up to reality.

Sometimes I felt like I could have died and it would have been okay. I was content with who I was (including my failings) and what I knew. But that was never truly tested.

>>37119377
I have and I am absolutely not ready for that anon. I think its the fear of death that keeps me alive.

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>>37119833
I'm a failed normie
I made it till wizardry I earn my fucking robot badge
bls don't take it away

My sister died when i was a kid and ive been obessesed with the notion of death/suicide ever since. It was more of a psychedelic kinda thought for me as a kid cause i couldnt comprehend the idea of not existing "family is really religious and would always say heaven is end game but i always questioned it which is what got me into alot of trouble as a kid" but yeah as i got older and started to realize "hey no one knows what happens when you die" i started to look at it as a more of inevitable that i would preferably like to go about on my own terms

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>>37119796
>this is the natural order of things, and i accept it.
>i accept it

no you don't. You just don't have a choice so you trick yourself into accepting it. The correct phrase is "i suppress it (by changing the subject)".

>>37120323
That IS accepting it you knob. Knowing it'll happen and not bothering to delve too deep into it because there's no point.

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>>37120361
i don't think its accepting it. You are changing the subject because you can't accept it.

i guess what I'm saying is that you can never accept death, unless you're a mental retard.

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>>37120323
>telling a stranger on the internet how their emotions/thought processes work

Wew lad

>>37120409
Just because you're very afraid of dying doesn't mean other people are.
What you're doing is called projecting

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>>37120422
im not here to give you comfortable lies, my dude

>>37119377
everyone dies my nigga

>>37120441
you're projecting that i'm projecting

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>You are going to die someday
>Hopefully soon

ready or not its gunna happen start not giving a fuck now

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>>37120447
Instead your here to try and force internet strangers to think the way you do and act condescending about it

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>tfw haven't aged in 100's of years
>still a kissless virgin

even Death cucked me

>>37120470
Until they don't
Immortality might be evolved. We were just born in a shitty time where the likelihood is very low.
On the bright side, all of us will have an experience that they will never know, even if it's terrible.

>>37119377
i never think about it? ill probably be distracted until i die. even when i know im literally about to day in the hospital bed ill probably play some minigame on my phone. it really is a nonproblem for me

I think about it every day. I also think it's disgusting to think about how my corpse will either be burnt to ashes or eaten by worms. I want my body to be sent out in space or something

>>37119377
Yes, and I'm so fucking thankful for it. And I'm glad I have the ability to make it come sooner when I want to.

>>37119377
I used to be scared of it when i was younger, but what's the point. At least you won't be able to regret it afterwards, why worry about it now

>>37119377
I cant wait
Ive got people to see when i go to the afterlife