>do Nofap >get rape urges instead of confidence every time.

That's called being horny you retard. As long as you know, you don't actually rape somebody, you will eventually force yourself to be confident just so you can nut.

>>37087350
>you will eventually force yourself to be confident just so you can nut.
the whole point of this thread is that that never happens. I went 3 months on NoFap and I just kept having rape urges

yes i was brushy to a girl for about a two weeks of not fap. i didn't mean to real her she has a nice buddaduck. she was a smart girl. she thought i was gay because she flirted with me for a while but i fapped every tuesday or thursday.

Honestly nofap just turns me into a desperate creep. Why would I sacrifice one of my favorite activities just to bother girls?

>>37087535
I don't even bother them. Whenever they walk by I just get the urge to manhandle them. Not good. I don't like how it feels either

Nofap gets fucking primal

I was sitting next to this girl on the plane after not fapping for a week, none of her clothing showed skin but her face was really pretty so for the whole light I had a boner of steel

It didn't help when she fell asleep and her thigh rubbed against mine, my cock literally started pulsating and felt like it was going to rip through my pants, during air pockets and other bumps her thigh rubbed against mine with tension and I almost jizzed myself, and I had to try hard not to breath heavy

>>37087719
Is it even worth it? It's such a goddamn struggle to not just jerk off

>>37087763
The first couple days are hard but now I don't even have the urge to fap

>>37087798
But like I said earlier, I went 3 months and it didn't change, it just slowly kept getting worse until I broke down and jerked off to nudes from some slut on omegle

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>>37087633
>>37087719
It's weird because that's the normal state of man. On nofap just seeing a girl in a skirt or shorts will give me powerful urges to grab them that seem really foreign and creepy. Plus the visceral fantasies are more enjoyable than fapping honestly

>>37088007
>>37087866
I guess it is our "natural" state or whatever. Scary how dangerous it is to be in that headspace, though

>>37088007
This, also it's a whole other feeling when a woman walks past you, you smell her perfume and it makes you want to fuck her right there

I swear that's something about the smell itself, they must be putting some kind of airborne aphrodisiac compounds into those perfumes or something, because it's not all women's perfumes but certain ones that inhaling them off of a woman feels similar as snorting drugs

Like it makes you feel pure, concentrated copulation instinct in your temples, chest and cock.

>>37088256
aaaaaaaaaaaa stop I know what you mean, I have smelled it too. they probably stuff that shit with pheromones or something

>>37088309
Yeah it was top stuff when there was this blonde with perfume just like that and I borrowed a pen off of her which smelled just like her

She left early and I didn't have the chance to return it that day so you can guess what happened

>>37087272
I just get sad and weepy

>>37087719
This is why I can't do it, I'm weak willed so in a fapless frenzy i may actually be tempted to assault. I'll never do it, but I don't like that I'm that down before I hit a hard wall of logic. Ecstasy does the same thing. I become a beast whose only worry is to score as much pussy before it wears off

>>37088007
>>37088256
>tfw I don't get this

>>37088412
what happens to you?

>>37087272
It's only been like three days for me, but earlier today I saw a very average looking girl bend over to pick something up and immediately thought about fucking her right there. It's actually kinda cool because if I was still watching porn and fapping then I probably wouldn't have even really noticed but it's nice to actually be horny again.

>>37088412
low test probably I feel for you dude. Although my first nofap took like 2weeks before there was a sex drive because I was so deep into edging to fetish porn

>>37088430
Nothing

I lack basic male instincts, from a young age I recognised myself as ugly, puberty was just a phase where I got taller.
I self depreciated myself and cemented I was worthless to the opposite sex I can't even fantasise about it

Females are alien creatures to me and it just makes me feel empty that there are people who have sex drives and confidence and communication with these creatures

>>37088498
But that's still strange. I've always felt ugly and completely undesirable as well, but that didn't happen to me. I still have the urge to force myself on women, whether they are attracted to me or not. Have you been checked for a biological reason? LIke I have no confidence or communication with women either, but I still have a sex drive.

>>37088406
I did molly while one week on Nofap and it just made me love everyone in the purest (im)possible way although I was around people I'd normally like to fuck...

>>37088694
I have a small dick, I was able to gain muscle so it's not a testosterone issue

I just have deep seated self image and self hate issues that are cemented into adulthood, after my teen failures and utter humiliation at getting girls I just gave up and concluded my personality is shit and I'm socially inept and I can't compensate with a good body to help me

That's all I can imagine in my life now.
Other people can go out, fall In love, meet people, make connections, start families, build bonds.


I'll just do my exercise, diet, make meals for one and hold it in all day until I cry myself to sleep at night sustaining a singular existence. Up until the day I'm just and aged sad old man who never had any youth or experiences in his life

That's all I really do day to day.

>>37088694
unlike him I don't have such big self hate issues, I just can't comprehend this horniness everyone seems to have

sure, I imagine myself fucking some hot girl I see, but they make it sound like some primal urge you have to fight against, whereas for me it's just "a nice thought" on the same level as say seeing a nice car

I can easily go a week without masturbating, sure my urges will overwhelm me eventually, but outwardly my actions remain unchanged

>>37088892
Hmm. Yeah, I understand you completely, but in an odd way. I feel like we're very similar in our self-concept and worldview, but try as I might, I just can't wrap my head around how destroyed your libido seems to be. Even at my lowest, when I was planning my suicide and when I was in the hospital, I still had very strong sexual impulses. I couldn't act on them, but they were very much there. Even though you can gain muscle, you might still have a hormonal problem worth checking out if you really don't feel any attraction to women at all. Do you masturbate?

>>37088836
Molly tends to make me more social. Ecstasy just makes me a borderline rapist.

>>37089151
It's very weak and infrequent easily months between faps

Perhaps my mind is so depressed and sad it's just shut down these things

>>37089205
you might be schizoid

>>37089250
I do talk to myself and feel very much a disconnect from other people

>>37087272

I get pure cringey doing it as well and start actualy talking to women. I think they know who is fapping and who isn't.

>>37089371
>women
>knowing anything

Yeah I know this feeling
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