Suicide thread >Do you think about it everyday >How long

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>Do you think about it everyday
Yes
>How long have you thought about
Since 2009, at least
>When do you plan on doing it
Me and 2 other people made a suicide pact back in 2013 for June 1, 2017. One of them messaged me recently asking if I still wanted to.
>How do you planning on doing it
I'd probably hang myself, or OD on something.

>Do you think about it everyday
most nights

>How long have you thought about
decent while

>When do you plan on doing it
soon maybe

>How do you planning on doing it
pills or drowning

>>36994934
Yes I think about it everyday
I've thought about it for years, but now for the past six months it's starting to get heavy
I plan on doing it in the next couple of years
I plan on going to the shooting range with my sister then shooting myself in the head

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>Do you think about it everyday
Yes
>How long have you thought about
Last couple of years
>When do you plan on doing it
Sometime this year
>How do you planning on doing it
Jumping from the George Washington bridge

>>36994934
>>Do you think about it everyday
Yes, daily. When I awaken, I wish I hadn't. Throughout the day, evening and at night. It pins me down for at least an hour when I awaken.

>>How long have you thought about
Regularly, for 8 years. Got more ... deep within the last 8 months though.

>>When do you plan on doing it
Everyday another part of me gets colder and colder. What would my enemies feel when they find out? I don't care anymore because I won't feel anything. What would my friends feel when they hear the news? I don't care anymore because I'll be gone. What would my dependants feel when their world opens up when they find out I am gone. I don't care, even thought their families, children, their friends will all be put into an uncertain, unbalanced and bleak future without me being there, I don't care anymore because I will be dead.

>>How do you planning on doing it
At height, railway, high speed car crash, hanging. These all come to mind. There are drugs I have looked into which when taken in small amounts of about 30 to 60 pills will knock you unconscious and stop your heart after that. I think about mixing these ways together.

I have a desire to make it messy and although it would be painfully agonising there is a pleasure in looking at death coming at oneself like that.

>>36994934
yes to all of the above
wait what was the question?

>>36994934
yes
since 2012 i guess, but never seriously just like a little little thought but then everthing stars to fail so...
i stars planning in november 2016 after my birthdays, i just give up , i can`t do this anymore, tired of my self, so empty, and this year is the moment... i'm writing a journal, kinda, for my family, and i feel more calm now
but how? I do not know yet, maybe pills

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>Do you think about it everyday
No
I am happy with my life, outside wagecuck work
>How long have you thought about
I used to be suicidal in my teens
>When do you plan on doing it
I tried to an hero through hanging in my teens, but before I was kill, the rope miraculously broke
>How do you planning on doing it

AUTOEROTIC ASPHYXIATION

>Do you think about it everyday
Yes
>How long have you thought about
Since I was 8 (I'm 21 currently)
>When do you plan on doing it
When I'm 27
>How do you planning on doing it
I really don't care as long as it works

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>Do you think about it everyday
Almost, sometimes you forget that is a thing
>How long have you thought about
Since i was 12, so a bit more than 6 years
>When do you plan on doing it
hopefully never, death seems kinda boring,
and honestly i kinda enjoy in a weird way the pain of existence
>How do you planning on doing it
if it is ever the case I would most likely make me looks like a hero(not an hero) and sacrifice myself for some dumbass

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I have no clue as to why I'm still alive. Suicide should have taken me years ago. What's wrong with me. It's like I want to suffer

>>36994934
>>Do you think about it everyday
Yes
>>How long have you thought about
10+ years
>>When do you plan on doing it
Every year I tell myself, "this is the year I change or I kill myself", but I never do
>>How do you planning on doing it
Hanging seems too easy to fuck up, pills are unreliable, and I'm too scared to jump from something high, or lie down on the train tracks.

I'll probably get really drunk, fucked up on drugs, and shoot myself.

>Sitting on the toilet yesterday, feeling depressed
>Suddenly get a very strong urge to open my bathroom window and jump (it's 6 stories down)
>Finish shitting, go back to bed

>>36994934
>Do you think about it everyday
To one degree or another, yes
>How long have you thought about
Couple years, but a lot more the last few months
>When do you plan on doing it
If I make it to 30 without feeling better about life. But honestly maybe sooner. The big thing keeping back is my parents.
>How do you planning on doing it
Exit bag, noose (if I can manage to do it to restrict bloodflow rather than choke), jumping off a cliff, shotgun to the head (would be higher if it wasn't so damn messy)

>>36994934
>>Do you think about it everyday
yes
>>How long have you thought about
8 or 9 years
>>When do you plan on doing it
after my parents are gone or if I get really desperate when I'm past 30
>>How do you planning on doing it
shooting, hanging, whatever ends my life quickly and painlessly

>>36995094
Isn't drowning a bad way to go?

>>36994934
there are varying levels of commitment.

there are madmen who will stab themselves in the heart with a rusty knife

then there are people who ca only use a gun

then there are bitches who think they want to die but don't actually want to.

Gonna get real drunk and sleep on the train tracks and hope I don't roll over and just lose a leg lmao. Been thinking about it for more than 15 years and the urges and motives get stronger every day. Sad I didnt do it when I still had easy access to guns.

Why do you feel suicidal?

Why do you feel depressed?

Why do you feel you need to have that which you do not?

Why can your purpose and value not come from just Being?

Why must you prove yourself to anybody or anything?

Nihilism is the idea that nothing has inherent value
Fatalism is the idea that everything is pointless
Nihilism is not fatalism
Nihilism is true freedom
With nihilism you have true freedom to do as you wish and not give a single fuck about what anyone else believes/thinks

Kill yourself
Or don't

I'd prefer you not, but who am I to say?

I've concluded that all I have to do is Be, and thus slowly but surely went my depression and suicidal thoughts. Some argue I'm a piece of shit Hiki NEET, but I do not care for what values you try to label me with

As long as I am, I am okay
As long as you are, so too can you be okay

>>37001685
>tfw only want to use a gun
>in a country with no guns
I guess I'll just have to coast along until an opportunity pops up. dank memes and videogames until then.

>>36994934
yes
about the last 15 years
after my mom passes
gun

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>this whole thread
just reported all of you, i'm just trying to help :)

>>36994934
>Do you think about it everyday
Yes
>How long have you thought about
Since 6th grade in middle school (2009)
>When do you plan on doing it
Never or until I feel like I've accomplished what I wanted in life
>How do you planning on doing it
If under 60 years, something efficient and quick. If over 60 years, something extravagant and ambitious.

>>37001901
>Can two whites make a black baby

>>36994934
>>Do you think about it everyday
Yeah I do.

>How long have you thought about
Years. I think the very first serious thought I've ever had of it dates back to middle school.

>When do you plan on doing it
I don't plan on doing it as of now.

>How do you planning on doing it
If I do it, it will be hanging probably. Maybe I'll wait until winter, get a bunch of alcohol, and just go outside and drink myself to death.

>>36994934
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pretty much , but i think about revenge more than i think about suicide
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8 to 10 years
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i was waiting until my grandparents were dead but i honestly dont give a fuck anymore
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maybe my biggest problem , i actually dont know how im going to do it. i dont want to leave a body for everybody to find , mostly because i dont want to remain as a shocking image in someones mind or traumatize someone
fantasy suicide would be parachuting into a volcano i guess

>>36994934
nice try fbi, nice try kekerino

Yes.

Started thinking about it seriously at 18.

Before my 24th birthday.

Probably suspension hanging.

>>36994934
I used to think about it a lot between ages 8-12 not bullied or anything just something I thought about I always thought about hanging myself

>>37001648
It is if you are weighed down or held under

>>37001901
Lol reported to whom, our mommies?

>>37001901
>ifunny
this better be b8