Ive not eaten in 24 hours, but an apple and pieces of fruit. Ive drunken water and vinegar as a form of cleansing my body. I ask myself, "for why do I struggle?" I know the answer to be, "so that i may struggle".
I no longer desire the novelty of human interaction. I find myself relentlessly in turmoil when near the clamoring voices of the riffraff. I need only my solitude. I truly become ill when i must endure the griping and complaining of self righteous hypocrites. And even here, now, i grow tired of myself. For I am of those voices. I must stifle myself. May I find peace in starvation. I wish not to feed on these earthly pleasures.
Kill yourself already. Originalmo
my dad drank only vinegar for 3 weeks and lost 20 lbs. He had no health issues because of it.Keep up nigga
youre a fat fuck. I only ate a sandwich today and i dont feel like being a sanctimonious faggot about it. normal people can go a day without eating much.
I'm interested in that lifestyle where pain is a virtue. Im already so miserable so I might as well convince my self thst its good.
>>36935267
just read the bible and always put others before yourself. itll come naturally. Its not a bad way to live. Just expect to be shat on from every direction and everyone.
>>36935267
It's not a good lifestyle on the long term. Putting pain on a pedestal is the best way to be stuck in a loop where you become "addicted" to it and start creating or inventing pain to fuel your mindset. It's a form of autism in it's own specific way.
The outcome ? (More) depression and anxiety not created by any distinct external factors but by yourself only. Very difficult to get your head outside of it.
No, if you really want to start something useful and valuable for you on the short to long term : start meditation. Full consciousness, vipassana, whatever. Start and be dedicated.