>Diagnosed with psychotic depression
>hallucinations
>People putting thoughts into my head
>Extreme paranoia
>Extreme homicidal and suicidal urges
Please god help my medication is going to take weeks to kick in im gonna die unless my therapist involuntarily commits me im so scared my friend is hurting me so badly i cant take it anymore im dying psychosis is the worst hell on earth please god make it stop
>>36934251
blah blah blah
originally, though
Have you tried not being a faggot? Original
which medication? clozapine? olanzapine? haloperidol?
seriously some of those will fuck you up even more, you need someone constantly monitoring because you can impulse commit suicide on anti-psychotics.
aripiprazole/abilify
it says it takes weeks to kick in
i know i will be dead by then without intervention
>schizophrenic
>refuse medication
>gets worse every day
>non-violent
I'm thankful for that at least. Best of luck buddy, I feel for you
>>36934319
>>36934357
sorry forgot to quote anony
>>36934370
thankful for what? non-violent part?
>>36934383
hang in there anon, the best souls get the hardest trials on this plane
myself, I'm not medicated except for minor tranquilizers for the anxiety, but I keep going, my life is so fucked up I couldn't put it into words
I find moments of hope, somehow
keep fucking going!!!!
>>36934647
Yeah, the non-violent part