What the fuck do I even do if I want sex with men but relationships

W, is that u?

>>36903834
You could be like the closeted gay dudes, get a beard wife, then "work" a great deal, keeping your sexuality a secret from everybody.

You'll have three kids, and eventually you'll be found out, your wife will divorce you and become a pill addict, and your kids and wife will come across you shopping in Walmart with your new boyfriend.

Two of your kids will still love you but resent you forever, and one will outright despise you, especially after it destroys their mother and her sense of trust is destroyed to the point where she has a series of unsuccessful relationships, and drives home drunk from the bar and ends up dying, in a scenario that suspiciously looks like suicide on her part.

You'll have a good relationship with the two of them, though, and they'll come and visit you in San Francisco with their grandchildren at Christmas.

>>36904813
no
oooooooorii

>>36904987
no thanks I'll rather have someone kms me

>>36903834
You don't want to be in a relationship with a woman. The feeling your experiencing is a mixture of personal damage control over being gay and thinking that a hetero relationship should be 'normal' or 'good' for you since it's what you've saw your whole life. I know because I felt the same way too. Think about it a lot and be honest with yourself, eventually the idea of being romantic with a guy will seem more and more appealing.

>>36905273
>eventually the idea of being romantic with a guy will seem more and more appealing
That's pretty gay.

>>36905273
I progressed from OP's point of view to this point of view but then you realize gay guys really aren't much different at all from roasties, you fap, then you're back to square one

>>36903834
I'm literally the opposite

>>36905330
Actually that's not entirely true since I still desire sex with women unlike OP, I just prefer men because it makes me less nervous

>>36905273
Then why have I never fallen in love with a man yet I have fallen in love with several women? I've even kissed men, it feels wrong.
I like women. I like being in love with women, but I just don't feel like having sex with them. I wanna get fucked (by a penis, not a strap on), not fuck.

>>36905456
Your only hope is finding a convincing trap/tranny my friend. Try /soc/. If you post in those qt infographic threads and specify you want trannies in your chart you'll probably get at least one kik or skype contact a thread. You could also try /cuteboys/ on hotwheelchan

>>36905545
I will, thanks.Hopefully there are some where I live

>>36905611
infinitechan's /cb/ has a stickied map thread to find boipuss near you, I'd recommend trying your luck there first

you are likely some degree of bi, but stop watching porn and do some self reflection.