>have crippling loneliness that is a main factor in my horrible depression
>desperately want friends
>hate socializing and whenever I do socialize all I can think of is going home and playing video games
what the fuck did god mean by this?? Does anyone else suffer from the same feel as this?
Are you me?
I know that exact feeling.
The guys at my last job I got pretty close with and actually started to enjoy spending time with them before I had to leave. It was surreal.
>>36883429
It's the worst because there is no way to fix it. We are faulty human beings
iktfb. I get lonely and want to be around people. Until I am. Then I just wanna go home and be alone.
>>36883408
Same here. I kind of want to limit enjoyment at my house so the boredom will force me to enjoy talking with people
You have antisocial personality disorder
You just need to manage it. Frequent but not too lengthy interactions are key.
>>36883408
Make friends on video games dude. I met my best friend of 3 years playing LoL. It was so nice having someone to talk to while i played. We would message each other while we were out doing errands.
>>36883408
I get you OP. It's like, you want friends, but why the fuck would you hang around with complete strangers and just hope they become friends right?
It's the process of becoming friends that I can't stand. It usually takes me years of forced interaction to decide if I like someone enough to be friends with them.
xactly this, except I want to fucking murder everyone I meet. People are so god damned annoying and I am no exception.
It doesn't get better, that's a fucking lie. Every year I live my hatred for humanity grows deeper and stronger.
I should really kill myself before I hurt someone. Not because I give a fuck, because I don't want to be another fucking meme for democraps to parade around to scare all of the dumb fucking sheep into giving up their guns.