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Why do you guys consider yourself robots? I understand the majority

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Why do you guys consider yourself robots? I understand the majority seem to be because of social and romantic failure. I feel a robot because of how I lost everything I lived for.


I was a wunderkind, atleast until grade 8(?). Not the typical, "lol im im gifted classes" but the "wow I got the highest score on this math test in the state, as well as having perfect scores in my history and science classes". All my life at that point was leading up to ivy league schools, good money and professional success. But I bit of more tham I could chew on my classes one year and descended into a spiral due to me teying to catch up in to many classes. Now I had nothing, because all my life , my parents forced me into academia and due to a failure there all my life got fucked because thats literally all I had to live for, academic success.
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>24 soon
>KHV
>Have zero interest in Relationships. The idea of being romantic makes me uncomfortable
>Dropped out of HS
>Now live with parents
>Probably schizoid

I'm one step from homelessness but I couldn't care less.
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Damn. My threads never get replies huh. Oh well. Good night robo town.
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>>36858129
goodnight x
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If you're so smart why arn't you doing something with your life?

OP is a faggot yet again.
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>>36857294
I'm pretty sure for most of us it's for the same reason which is we are friendless khhv's that have some sort of social limitation and barely go outside let alone talk to another human being. that's how it is for me at least. I probably leave my bed about three times a day and the last time I've even spoken to someone that wasn't family was years ago.
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>>36858227
Well im not a genius, I may be a tier underneath, but my intelligence isn't so great that I could have persevered in any environment.


You have a good point, but I tried to get out my lifes spiral but unfortunately I couldn't because for one as I mentioned im not smart enough and because when I tried to focus on getting out of my academic spiral in a certain subject my other subjects in school suffered.


Now im not a complete failure but life is meaningless to me, I work as a marketing manager and its a cushy gig bit its not what I wanted to be. I had potential to be a billionare(imo it was possible) and im just sitting upper middle class as a khv bexause I dont care for relationships. My life lost meaning when I was 13 or 14 and ive been drifting for around 15 years woth no purpose.
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>>36857294
Im a robot because im socially reatarded without an explanation, I can make friends and talk to girls I even have 2 ldr gf qts, but everyone somehow end up getting tired of me and leaving me behind, isolation is all I know and it has been my life since highschool, I don't imagine myself having friends or a gf in the future and I don't feel the need of it, I know I aint gonna be a khv forever, I live with my mom and have zero social life but when I start college I would probably do fine with girls but not in a long term, neither with friends, there is just something with me and with robots in general that we miss and normal people seens to have and know when you don't have it, being a virgin, gay, asocial or having a mental disease does not make you a robot, is something else that does not have a reason
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I consider myself robot because I can't stand being around people. I'm not a virgin and I have like one irl friend that understands me.

Idk if that disqualifies me but I get really bad anxiety around normies in public. Freaks me out bad!
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>>36857294
the robot is the victim of 21st century western civilization
he is the untold tragedy of our time
he suffers to exist in a world unwelcoming to him
he clings desperately to the fringes of what society deems acceptable
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>>36857294
Went to college, but non-people person personality prevents me from getting real jobs, doing well in customer service wagecuck jobs, and finding relationships.
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>>36857294
Because I can't/don't feel strong emotions like anger, happiness, sadness, love, anxiety, pride, etc; I have no desire to feel them either. My entire life has been this way.

I kind calculate what people will do based on various stimuli, but I don't know why they do what they do.

Every once in a while it hits me:
>"I am surrounded by these massive animals, but I have no idea why they act the way that they do"

It's weird that I can even be comfortable around others.
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>Hate clubbing/partying
>Hate going out
>Feel empty inside all the time
>Soft spoken
>Really really shy
>Too benevolent when I shouldn't be
>Weak (in many ways)
>Bland/boring as hell
>Heavily into vidya
>Starting to become misogynist
On the other hand
>Cheesed my way to more than one gf (they all asked me out or at least took initiative)
>Not a virgin
>Commie
>Hate anime that's not hentai
>Have at least 4 good/close friends
I'm not a robot at all, maybe a cyborg, but I feel empty inside and can relate to some things posted here, plus I resent women. I have mixed feelings for the board but I'm already trapped.
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>tfw never once really felt the desire to have a romantic relationship with anyone

I feel sexual attraction to women sure, but I don't really feel the desire to get attached to them emotionally.

Is there something wrong with me? All my friends seem obsessed about finding a gf and finding a girl, but I just want to earn money and be happy with my best friends.

I think I just desire close bonds, but not the romantic kind. I just want to hang out with my boys and do shit together with them.
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>>36857294
iktf
>your whole identity is founded upon how """smart""" everyone says you are
>drop out of high school
>be a nobody
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>>36857294
>few friends
>never had a relationship, any attempts to make it with girls ended in utter failure
>socially retarded, only able to really talk about otaku shit and comic books
>never held down a job
Got a list of reasons
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Robots are victims of the modern age. It's honest to god not our faults were like this. Society has drove us to be like this. And whats worse is that it wasn't by accident, no, this attack on humanity has been planned for centuries and has been carried out as swift as the wind, and we are only feeling the breeze now.

All we can do is get together and show solidarity with our fellow man, robot and normie alike, and prepare for the happening.
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>Life fell apart 3 years ago
>I have made no attempt to piece it back together
>Now here I am
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>25
>Sperg
>Severe MDD
>Friendless khhv but couldn't care less
>Socially apathetic, schizoid traits
>Emotionally stunted
>Gradually turning into a fucking idiot because MDD
>PhD dropout because autism + cognitive depression
>NEET

I'm rather crippled and can't really stand myself.
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>>36859500
>I'm rather crippled and can't really stand myself.

I too know this feel, anon.

>23 yo
>crippling social anxiety + depression
>socially retarded
>1 internet friend, 0 friends IRL
>khhv but whatever
>don't even want a gf because too afraid of intimacy
>can't be outdoors without panicking
>anxious even when chatting with my friend
>can't even have a decent conversation with my mom
>college dropout (1st week) because being social makes me too anxious

I wish I could be socially apathetic. This is fucking insufferable.
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I do know these feels

>missed one question between the SAT and ACT
>flunked out of college with zero credits
Some real depression shyt, Feelsgoodman
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>>36857294
I just never seemed to develop the underlying social skills that other people have. I was a bit more bold and social as a child, but I just never fit in. I think I was always missing that which was left unspoken.

Girls and people in general just never felt comfortable with me.

An adult even said I was not a very "huggable" child.

I became more aware of this as I got older and I withdrew from socializing whenever I could. I'm 31 now.
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>>36857294
>academic success.
You ever wonder who writes your text books and how they did in school?
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>>36857294
maybe you should have studied some coping skills, einstein
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>>36857294

It's actually fairly simple. I'm ugly and short. So it's not because I'm a failed normie like you fags, it's because I was born to be alone and rejected my whole life.
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>>36857294
I'm asexual but I still like the idea of a relationship. I just don't have any desire to stick my dick in anyone.

You would not believe how hard it is to explain to people that no, I'm not gay. It's not like I have no drive at all, it's just actual sex is super unappealing to me. Normal people can't seem to grasp this concept, and by extension it makes it incredibly difficult to find a relationship, so here I am.
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>>36857294
im here because when i was younger i was raised by Opears (basically long term babysitters) and didnt have a motherly/fatherly figure for most of the time
they would often get switched out for a new one (to long of an explanation why)
because of this i have lots of abandonment issues and that held me back when i was younger while making friends, since i thought none of them would stick around and didnt want to connect because of it
it also didnt help that i was quite and shy which made me a prime target of bullying in kindergarten and first grade
most of the interaction i would get from kids would be them basically alienating and bullying me
i remember some of the adults would try to make them include me but i felt like they didnt want me to join so i would plead for the adult to stop trying to include me
pretty much solidified the idea in my head that nobody wants anything to do with me
in 2nd - 4th grade everybody pretty much stopped bullying me (except in cub scouts, they still bullied me there)
they stopped because they suddenly, all as a group, felt bad for me and would try to be nice to me any chance they got
this drastic change made me feel like i was a burden by just being present, by them having the NEED to be nice to me when i was near
this made me hate any kind of sympathy that may come my way
there was also this crazy girl who had a crush on me in 2nd grade and would assault me many times over to get her physical contact points
this made me incredibly scared of intimacy
by 5th grade people started treating me like a human, but the damage had already been done
i cant connect with people, have a constant need to alienate and remove myself for the sake of others, and am far behind in social skills due to being depraved of it all my early life
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>>36857294
>Why do you guys consider yourself robots?
Because I'm a hideous unlovable weirdo
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I am not especially ugly, underachieving, or anything like that. I can maintain social interactions and conversations fine with most people, only get a bit awkward around pretty girls and even then not especially. Can even pull an occasional joke that will make the room laugh.

I just have this freeze to me that prevents anything deeper from forming. All my relationships are superficial acquaintances and never seem to move past that. I have my own personal Seattle freeze and it makes me invisible.
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>>36859228

>everyone called me a smart kid because I got solid grades
>I actually take hours to really get a grip on how to solve math problems without relying on the textbook or guides
>have to constantly practice questions over and over again for hours
>that realization that my peers are studying faster and can answer questions more eloquently than I could ever do


Smart people would be able to solve shit I do without any effort at all.

I wish this shit would just "click" with me or something. But it won't and I've tried changing my studying habits. But nothing works other than just practice and practice over and over again. And it's taxing on me.

Everyone around me is smarter than me and it frustrates me that I'll never be as good as them.
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>Depressing sad childhood.
>no friends
>escaped into the Internet and fantasy worlds
>am still kinda stuck there now
>because of what happened in my childhood i have a hard time trusting people. Literally have 1 friend but i would die for him.
>hate most other humans

This place reminds me of my failure to fix my life. Its like torture porn. I accepted my fate.
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>>36857294
I'm a KHV, college dropout and I'm wageslaving my life away in a dead-end job. It's almost 4:00 am and I'm just wasting my time in this shithole. I'm very egoistic but I hate myself.

I think I'm a good definition of a robot.
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I'm ugly and don't go out.
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KV, socially retarded, broken because of child abuse, depressed, friendless, fat and lonely
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>>36861855
Shit nigga that's me, i totally feel you.
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>KHV
>no friends, rarely in contact with family
>ugly and chubby, am working on it though
>crippling social anxiety and depression
>addicted to escapism, do nothing else
>no higher education
>never had a job
>bitter as fuck
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>>36857294

I was once a lot like you OP. Then I came to the realization that my general happiness was inversely proportional to my academic success, first semester of junior year of HS I had a 4.7 GPA and had also tried to kill myself, freshman year of college rolled around and I barely kept a 2.5 and had the time of my life.

So here I sit skating through college and barely passing classes to get my degrees and I'm relatively happy

Just try not giving a shit about academics for a while, only do homework if you feel like it, be a B/C student and do other shit with your time. I make music and cook food and play dota instead of doing homework most of the time, find something that works for you
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>>36857294
>>36857336
>>36859500
I'm a robot because I have schizoid personality disorder.

Unironically, I'm so robot that I cannot even relate to other robots, at least not the vast majority of the time. There's always some significant difference between us.

But I don't like what this board has become. I think I'm going to leave soon, for good. All this time I've been looking for the answer to robot life. I may have recently found something that'll do the trick. At least, it's worth a shot. Hopefully we all figure it out for ourselves some day.
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Growing up with a violent alcoholic turned me into a withdrawn mess of a person that can't really empathize with people or interact with them beyond a certain point. I have severe trust issues and a fear of failure (that often manifests itself through self-sabotage).

CBT really helped with that stuff but I find I still suck with people. I can't make friends with normal people, just the hardcore fuck-ups.
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>>36861956
Nobody should feel this feel
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>>36857294
You still have options, bud
Community college -> State school -> Good Grad school

or

GED -> CC -> State college -> Fancy grad school

if you dropped out
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>>36857294

Because I act like an a robot. I cannot stand to tell people about my personal life, instead only discussing current matters and work. I refuse to give opinions on anything that might seem even the slightest bit controversial. Most of my "discussions" with people involve me nodding my head as they tell me all about their lives, and I enjoy this since it is the closest connection I am going to make with them. I don't understand socializing.
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>>36860464
>>36860500
>>36862260
>>36862388
I didn't even drop out. I got through as a c student. I just lost my purpose to live, ~15 years ago, as a teen. I die every day for living a life where my professional ceiling will forever remain untouched.


I know that I'd have been able to reach a height close to Bill Gates's if I hadn't had failed in school. I'm the son of a nuclear physicist and the grandson of two rocket scientists. And I was just as capable, if not more than them. Now I am at a job that more than provides but I still hate it.
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>>36858783
This is bullshit. We would have failed in every setting. Take some god damn responsibility.
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