i crave friendship but attention makes me uncomfortable, because

>>36852746
if you want friends, make yourself into a normie or meet up with other neets

Then what the fudge do you want?

>>36852746
I don't know if people are ever being genuinely nice to me or not so I tend to degrade myself and assume they're just fakers who are trying to use me or just put up with my autistic antics. See, in my eyes, everyone is either above or below me. The only people who are below me are the legit retards that drool all over themselves. Everyone else is a fair margin above me in terms of neurotypicality.
I too fear that people will ask too much about me. You see, I'm a terrible liar as most autists are, and I don't wish to tell my true life stories for fear of ridicule or the label of an attention whore, so I have to come up with lies on the spot. And they see right through me every time.
TL,DR: My life sucks, please kill me.

>>36852746
welcome to the club. We're broken human beings. That's why we're here.

>>36852746
Join the discord anon there's nice people there :)
(https)://d1scord (dot) gg( slash )Jh4kp

>>36852746
You know what my black friend told me recently?
>nobody can see inside of your head
So just practice control over yourself and simply dobt answer or deflect questions when they get too personal. Faggot.