ok so here's the background >be me >make a friend

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ok so here's the background
>be me
>make a friend at a sports group
>he introduces me to the rest of his friends outside
>I'm part of a group of five actual friends
>feel so happy and fulfilled
>there's a girl in the group
>pine after her really hard
>REALLY hard
>I didn't realise at the time but upon reflection I realise she was hitting on me really fucking hard
>direct quote "I can't believe I'm still a virgin at 17, I wish that would change hahaha" when we were out alone
>if I wasn't such an oblivious idiot I could have had her, easy
>fast forward 4-5 months
>original friend is going out with her
>heartbroken
>on the bright side he went out with his last gf for two years and never had sex with her
>Nevertheless I start to resent him
>hard
>he can tell I'm pining after his gf and that she's attracted to me
>he goes into full bitch mode
>baits me hard into calling him a faggot
>he invites the whole group out without me
>shows screenshots (fails to mention his involvement and his calling me a faggot obviously)
>I get cut off really hard from everyone
>it hurts for weeks

fast forward around a year and a half to tonight
>I'm invited to a party next weekend
>she's going
>heard through the grapevine that they've still not had sex
>someone who is seriously sexually repressed by her bf is going to a party
>this same someone was hitting on me hard in the past, and I've massively improved myself since then
>still hate them both
>idea

I want to fuck her /r9k/. I'm pretty sure I could, it would get me my retribution against both of them and fulfil the desires I had to repress years ago, but something just doesn't feel right, how do you think I'd feel if I did it?