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>at campus dining hall
>been in my room all day with the lights off
>headphones, hoodie, no desire to be outside other than for my evening meal
>need to spread out my meals because I'm taking antibiotics, so I had to eat a bit later than I would've liked
>starting to get busy with normalfags getting their din-din
>barely manage to find an empty table in the corner of the room
>thank fuck
>have a nice meal while my headphones block out the rumble of normie speak
>about 3/4ths finished my food
>someone sits at my table adjacent to me
>strong feeling of uneasiness comes over me
>start wanting to eat faster
>feel genuinely uncomfortable with someone watching me eat
>heart rate increases
>finish meal and rush out
>get back to room
>throw on pajamas and curl up at my laptop
I know being around normies makes me anxious and agitated, but this makes my situation a whole lot worse. How am I supposed to eat out with family or even in public by myself? Thank fuck I'm dropping out after this semester, but I think I'm fucked for the future.
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>>36850007
you should probably resolve your mental health issues and then go back to school.
WAs this person adjacent to you sitting alone? Were they giving you weird looks?
Just relax man. Who careS?
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>>36850007
Are you DRopping out cause of grades?
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Try to keep your heart rate low in all social situations.
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>>36850007
Oh lawd I know this feel.
>Go to cafeteria
>Get sandwhich
>Sit down at corner table start eating
>qt Asian girl from hs who I hadn't seen in 3years sees me
>Walking towards me with her food
>I have to get up and throw away food so I can tell her I was about to leave anyway so I can't talk
>Go home hungry and wasted $5
Is no where safe?
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>>36850493
I know I won't pass any higher level courses, I have no motivation, I've lost my passion for my major, no plan on switching majors, hate being around people, miserable while on campus, and I just want a job at this point.
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>>36850683
Take modafinil, what year are you in?
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>>36850963
not op but modafinil gives me no motivation, I just don't get tired
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>>36851075
Have you taken other psychotics or built a resistance?
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>>36851139
Just occasionally Xanax and kratom, and from what I hear modafinil isn't even supposed to give concentration or focus, just energy
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>>36850963
I'm only a freshman, and I've sworn never to take medication for my mental health
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>>36850963
>implying theres a cure for everything
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>>36850963
The new age Matrix generation...magic pills and such.
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