Do any of you have a suicide deadline? I've decided that I'm going to cut my losses if I'm still like this by 25.
Mine used to be 25, but I was 25 years old before I knew it. Now I have moved it to 30 since I did start to enjoy making music last year again, but I'm slowly feeling more and more uninspired.
Should probably just do it when I hit a wall with my shitty tunes.
I should get a proper job, save some money and go die abroad.
>>36845230
For me it's 30 .
I'm reeeaaaalllllllyyyyyyy lazy. Suicide sounds like such a hassle
>>36845230
I'll probably wait until my parents are dead, because I don't think any parent should have to go through seeing thier kid die before them
that said, I've also thought about 30-40 if I'm unable to acquire a wife and make a family
>>36845540
Obligatory bait post.
I'm lazy. I'll do it when I get around to it
>>36845230
soon as there is no people who get affected by it, that is unfortunatly unimaginable so, I will however try to get away from anyone probably, maybe in a couple of years they forget I exist
>>36845574
What do you mean? I'd rather put up with life than figure out an easy, painless, convenient and low cost way to end my existence
>still waiting on bullet to the back of the head
>made a deal if my life turned to emulsion, to not ask any questions and just put a .338 in the back of my skull
>it was agreed
>still breathing
>this is why I don't trust people
>>36845230
>Do any of you have a suicide deadline
when i go fully bald
muh DFW
>used to read an average of 100-150 pages per day
>wrote every day
>wrote a full novella when I was 16
>had a few close friends
>get le-fake mental le-illness due to depression
>antagonize all my friends until they mutually agree to never talk to me again and block me on social media
>stop reading and begin to believe that literature is a dead medium
>aimlessly browse the internet for reactionary political opinions
>unable to write
>can barely form coherent sentences
>they always come out looking awkward and overly-wordy
>the last thing I wrote was an incoherent drug-induced free-verse love poem to a girl I later discovered my best friend had fingerfucked
gap year is great
>>36845994
I should also add that I've been in the computer 6-8 hours per day. I don't even enjoy it.
I can kill myself at anytime.
>>36845230
When i become homeless, because i know for a fact that it will end up happening at some point.