I've been depressed for a long time and think about suicide

>>36819864
yes anon, i think about suicide every day, i have multiple plans on how to do it by now.
are you in treatment?
i am, but the treatments here are drawn out.
the meds im getting doesnt work either

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no one likes me anyway

>>36819912
I have therapy usually once every 2 weeks and I'm seeing a psychiatric nurse on Tuesday.

Just feels like I'm delaying the inevitable. Like taking my own life is my destiny, it's what I have to do.

>>36819864
Existence is a prison. If you don't like it, you know how to escape and just have to do it, or figure out how to get by in this world. Suffering in limbo is probably the worst option.

>>36819953

How noble. You think your family likes seeing you as a dead eyed, unhealthy failure of a man? You think that doesn't cause them pain? You were a smiling, happy child and now you're barely human. You're already dead.

>>36819988
>Like taking my own life is my destiny, it's what I have to do
yeah, i have thought that too anon, and i feel like the longer i draw it out the more i get to live in this pain, my perfectly good future is now ruined by my depression and anxiety.
>nice car, nice house and a well paying job
>life: "nvm, you can have depression and be suicidal"

>>36820043
this is right anon, i barely participate in family gatherings anymore

>>36819864
Eventually you surpass it and reach the soothing plane of apathy.

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I don't want to be like this anymore, guys, but I'm too lazy to fix it