Why would an attractive person commit suicide? I just can't

>>36810821
They realized that they have it all, and it still is all meaningless. Everyone else has something to aspire to. They don't and have nothing left

Because depression can affect anyone.

Also just because they're attractive doesn't mean can't go through a lot of shit.

>woman
For attention.

>>36810821
because they get it into their head that people dont like them
and they're fucking stupid

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I wish i could've saved her :(

>>36810848
Probably, sir.

>>36810865
Sadly, these idiots do it to themselves.

These "curators" do need to be thrown through a wood chipper though

>>36810821
Because attention isn't the same thing as meaningful relationships.

Being attractive can only give you attention, sex and relationships (which are not always meaningul, indeed). It doesn't make you immune to mental illnesses and rough problems. Depression can affect anyone.

People whose major concern is being unattractive and single might be relatively lucky.

>>36810865
Women would rather put their neck on a rail and watch the train thunder towards them and feel the vibration rattle in their chest and be brutally decapitated than date me.
They don't want to be saved. Its either Chad or death for them.

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>>36811780
Oh shut the fuck up, is the world all about you and only you? I bet you haven't ever tried to better yourself or become anything women like yet you complain and bitch more than women. Fuck off already

>>36810821
If you're pretty and your life is shit, you already know with certainty that it will never improve.

>>36811803
>I bet you haven't ever tried to better yourself or become anything women like
Yeah, anon! Be somebody women like! Take Chad for example.

>>36810848
Why would you commit suicide for attention? You're fucking dead, nothing that happens after you die matters because you won't exist anymore.

>>36811930
When the woman dies, she's either done it wrong or gone too far.

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>>36811917
>I shouldn't have to be what they like but they should like me no matter what
Jesus christ anon...

It's all relative.
They've never been ugly and rejected by society, they don''t know how much better they have it.

Some guy starving to death in some shithole third world country probably wonders why people in comfy first world countries kill themselves.

Also some people are just very mentally ill.

>>36811803
Damn that hits it on the head. So whats the solution?

>>36811803
How do you know he hasn't tried to better himself.
You ever watched someone you didn't have a great opinion of improve themselves? IT's not like you'd sit around watching and think they changed. Unless they became some chad looking guy you probably wouldn't think they changed at all even if you didn't watch them change and ran into them years later.

The self improvement thing is a bullshit backhanded way of people telling you they think you're dog shit. You don't improve to those people. They'll always think you're dog shit.

>>36810865
Story? Who is she?

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>>36812024
Improve yourself...as silly as it sounds and ya ya you probably hate traps but real talk I'm one and I worked my ASS off to be where I am today and be passable and pretty and learned fashion and styling even though I thought it was boring as shit. If you want someone to like you, you have to become what that person desires. Well I didn't want gay guys to like me I wanted straight'ish in shape normal relationship type guys to like me and I achieved that with that, I could have easily been a lazy hon tier tranny and got a fat smelly weeb boyfriend that used me for sex only but I wanted more for myself so I improved my chances. I'll tell you that working out isn't a meme and that hrt has made me realize why girls like more fit/inshape guys. Men these days are lazy and unmotivated, not even talking about wanting a hulking roid raging guy but a nice body really does go a long way. After that I'd say get some interests and round your personality out so you're more interesting and fun to be around instead of being a hate filled robot that isn't nice being around. Yeah, I know life isn't that great but do I really want to sit here and hear about it 24/7 or hear someone complain? Not really...I'd rather hear about nice things and things the guy is passionate about.I hope this helps anon, and even when you're doing this to attract others you'll start to feel good about yourself because you're improving and not stagnant and depressed it's a win-win really. I know some anons will ignore this and pretend the world needs to kiss their ass but they'll end up alone and miserable anyways and there's not reason to help someone who doesn't want help cry all you want but it won't change anything
>>36812078
I helped change a really depressed NEET r9k boy into being a really happy and positive one and I talk to him daily on steam and am moving him in where I live and giving him a chance at life where nobody else did but he proved to me first when he started to improve his life

>>36812151
Tnaks for your reply. You had a clear goal though. I don't know what to do and nothing interests me.

imagine being good looking, but you don't have the brain to go with it. it's torture times 10. if you're an ugly fuck, at least you can come to terms with that. but being attractive with a fucked up brain? having good looking people interested in you, but you don't have the mental state to handle it? it's brutal.

>>36812151

If you look presentable as a trap then you probably weren't ugly in the first place.

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>>36812217
Oh boy...I was actually pretty dang ugly until I got into fashion and learned how to style honestly. Messy hair, couldn't match clothes to save my life, body was much bigger from snacking all the time instead of skinny and thin. It all makes a huge difference, you guys should look into male styles and learn what to wear and what looks good. If you think we like those chiseled Chads with perfect jaws and perfect facial hair you're silly. I find those metrosexual looking Chads absolutely ugly as fuck. I really really wish I had infinite time to help all robots look nicer and feel better about themselves bleh...having grown up as a beta male before becoming a trap really makes me feel for you guys. Please don't give up hope anon...just try, what's the worst that can happen? At least it gives you something to do, I know your life has to be boring...bleh gosh I want to hug you guys

>>36812078
People think someone hasn't tried to better himself because of their attitude, delusionally negative outlook, warped interpretations of reality and repetitive complaining. Some of these things are noticed even in person, even if you don't talk at all. An improved robot 2.0, no matter how ugly, autistic and isolated, doesn't exhibit these traits.

You can stay just as you are, no matter how depressed, or how hateful, or how shitty, no matter your wasted potential, and wait for a Misaki to save you from loneliness. Is not impossible but very unlikely and even if some special grill appeared into your life you wouldn't feel better with yourself. You'd only be crippled by dependency and unable to mantain a healthy loving relationship.

But in the end, self improvement should be motivated just for the desire to better yourself and develop your potential, though. It doesn't have to be focused on attracting women or being likeable by other people, don't give a fuck and focus on yourself first. That would be a better attitude. And start building solid friendships before you try a relationship. Robots can improve.

>>36812151
This. Self improvement is not becoming Chad. It's just cultivating yourself, discovering your interests, rounding your personality, being introspective and trying to reach your full potential. Do it for yourself, though. The bonus is that it will make you more likeable to people you can relate to, but it doesn't have to be your main motivation. You can get better and still be true to yourself.

>>36812306
I'm not a robot. The self improvement thing is a throw over tactic from cults. That's how a lot of them use to operate.
So you're going to tell me your some tranny and putting on a pair of tits and trying to physically look better makes you a better person. That's shallow. A lot of people are shallow, and gullible about stereotypes. There is really nothing wrong with a lot of people. They just don't live up to some narcissists opinions. Clearly you should do shit in your own self interest but I really think it's a load of shit if you're just doing it for other people to impress them. That's some serious personal insecurity. Painting it up as something it isn't doesn't fool many people. Most of them won't bother to tell you though because it'd be rude.

>>36812520
I literally just said that if a person wants to improve he should be doing it for himself, not to impress other people or meeting their standards. Many people don't use their potential and feel better when they're able to.

And I wasn't referring to the actual tranny shit, just the general message. To her (male) it was mostly physical and shallow changes, to other person can be something much deeper. I'm an autistic robot myself and have improved.

Sometimes playing a game on Very Easy mode can get dull and boring. So you just quit.

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>>36812520
You replied to the wrong person that's not me but I'm assuming it was implied at me since I'm the tranny
I never said it makes me a better person but it does make me happier and I feel better about myself. I never said there was anything wrong with people, if you want to be a lazy neet do what you want but don't expect the world to kiss your ass like >>36811780 does. THAT is a shallow person anon. I did most of what I did because of dysphoria but also because straight guys would have never had an interest in me, I'm not going to sit here and complain that they should have loved me when I was a lazy guy because that's just as bad as those fat feminist pigs that demand Chads when they're +300lbs. I became attractive because I wanted to be and I wanted to attract others, there's literally nothing wrong with that and it's not shallow it's the same reason you won't see amazing tier artists do art trades with low tier artists on deviant art or FA. That's not shallow that's just stating they want people more off like themselves. Well I'm not interested in dating a fat guy who can't take care of himself, doesn't mean I'm not going to respect him but I'm definitely not going to date him because we don't have the same priorities in life. Any just because I chose to get into fashion and styling doesn't mean I became shallow, I hide my power level but I'm the biggest fuggin' nerd anyone would ever meet and I have to hide my autism levels so much.

>>36812587
physical changes mean a lot when you're a tranny I won't pretend that you'll ever understand but just know dysphoria sucks a lot my dude

>>36812626
I'm know it sucks. I've studied it. I said "shallow" because that is what the other anon said, to make it clear using his own terms. Just meant that self improvement is not the same for everyone.

>>36812587
Either way there is nothing wrong with me, and I've had people throw the self improvement meme out at me. I really suspect most people online are bots, or just copy pasting the same thing over, and over again. It's bullshit canned advice people say to try and impress people for internet good boy points so they feel good about making a post they think looks good. At best I think it might be a few internet addicts spamming it repetitively. At worse I think it's people who think they're red pilled and just seeking a new hive mind to conform to since they didn't fit in the other ones. It's oddly cult like behavior if it's multiple people all repeating the same slogans thinking toward one end and trying to disprove other thoughts. I really doubt people are improving much simply conforming to some random thing that was available selling it as self improvement without thinking what they're really working toward since they see some personal improvement while driving an agenda they don't seem to think about how it effects things positively or not.

>>36810912
If you're talking about the Blue Whale game keep in mind no one actually killed themselves solely because of it (in fact there's less teen suicides each year)
They had other complicated issues which is why they killed themselves.
That specific person killed herself because of love issues or whatever.
>>36812139
Rina Palenkova, a girl who, before killing herself, posted her photo near railroads with a phrase "Nya. Goodbye"
This caused a huge shitstorm to emerge. The blue whale gained light mostly because of her I think.

>>36812626
You don't need to justify your life to me. If you're not a criminal I might not personally approve of your life decisions, but it's your life so ultimately I think you should do whatever you want with it. It's no sweat off my sack. Besides I'm probably your type, and I'm kind of a narcissist about that sort of thing so while it'd never happen.. That's your problem. Good luck coping with it.

>>36812687
It's not necessarily that something's "wrong" with the person, it's just that a certain trait can be improved to his own benefit.

Also, if you're really kind of a narcissist then your self evaluation may be inaccurate and you wouldn't even notice. Or not. I don't know you so I can't say much.

>>36811930
People gonna remmember her. Thats literally the best kind of attention that anyone could ever have.

>>36812757
>It's not necessarily that something's "wrong" with the person,
See that's why it gets repeated a lot, but the subtext is that you think they're dog shit. You're literally telling them they're dog shit and not good enough. I don't know how you interpret what I say you're going to draw your own conclusions. I can use the most bland bureaucratic speech imaginable to try to prove some point but I'd rather just try to effectively get some idea across so it leaves things open to interpretation.

You hear narcissist, I said "kind of". In a way it's not an issue, but technically if I were you I would find it very callous how easily I disregard your feelings while being smug about you having them.

>>36812717
Not my problem if you talk complete shit. You're just another useless cunt who gets validation from acting alpha on the internet. You mean nothing to anyone. Get killed in a accident, you fucking parasite.

>>36812920
I'm just being myself, bro.

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>>36810865
BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPPFFTT

>>36812824
I'm too autistic for subtexts. I don't think that if a person should improve is because they are dog shit. I have no idea what normal people may think in the same scenario, though. Even I wasn't dog shit when I needed to get better and I could still improve if I wanted to. "Good enough" is relative and subjective. I don't have enough data and I'm trying to say anything else.

I understood "kind of a narcissist" as narcissistic personality traits, not the disorder. What I said is merely a possibility. This is why I can't say much more. It's uncertain.

Why would anyone commit suicide

>>36812139
https://www.documentingreality.com/forum/f10/russian-girl-selfie-before-beheaded-train-160887/

>>36813014
>"Good enough" is relative and subjective.
That's why when someone says you need to improve they're tipping you off they think you're not good enough. They're telling you they look down at you. It's equivalent to telling someone they're worthless or dog shit. Nobody [i]has[/i] to improve, if you feel like you have to then do whatever you think is right for you. You could certainly do worse.

Personally I think you need a therapist if you want to be the opposite gender.

>>36810821
I'm attractive and want to commit suicide
Looks are the last thing on the mind of someone consumed by despair

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Why do you think? You think that just because a person is aesthetically pleasing to the eye that they're incapable of suffering?

I'm an agreeably attractive young woman, but my life sucks. I'm tormented by weight of 2 years of childhood sexual abuse that turned me into an extreme introvert. I became a target in highschool and suffered emotional and physical abuse from my classmates for 5 years straight. I left without any highschool certification because I developed an acute anxiety disorder because of it, so now I get to add that onto the dissociation and depersonalisation disorder.
I'm a welfare NEET that is unable to socialise so I rely on online message boards in a pitiful attempt to beat back the loneliness. I sleep all day and the only time I get to speak to people face to face is when I leave my fucking cocoon to go do my food shopping at night. I'm so fucking unbearably lonely it's almost as if I can feel my soul screaming, but I simply cannot trust anybody, so I'll never get better. My life sucks. Tell me, how is my being attractive made my life better in any way? All it's ever done is made me a target. Now I have to live with the haunting question of who I would have been if all this had never had happened to me. Would I have been popular? Would I have had friends? Would I have been as afraid as I am now?

I'm getting tired though, I'm so weary of carrying everything, I don't see me making it to 2018. So there's an answer to your question OP.

>>36813151
>I'm an agreeably attractive young woman,

/r/thathappened

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>>36813193
I try not to be vain but I'm not fucking delusional about the way I look. I know I'm attractive and I've no problem admitting it. One of the consequences of this lifestyle is that I actually put an enormous amount of effort to maintaining my looks. They're all I have now.

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>>36813228
Whoops, girl in that image is Danielle Sharp, not me. I was trying to attach a generic maymay instead.

>>36813108
>Nobody "has" to improve, if you feel like you have to then do whatever you think is right to you. You could certainly do worse.

I agree with this and it applies to everyone, it's their choice. I stated it. Maybe I should have explained myself better. I can never tell what other people mean and I don't care, so I can't elaborate more on this. I did say it is always personal and relative to your goals.

And I'm not the tranny. I'm the other autist.

I apologize for the poor conversational skills. I'm trying to get better at it to make communication easier.

>>36813151

What exactly leads you to believe you're attractive. If you were, people in high school would have been your friend even if you were incredibly introverted in shy if you were. Attention from males by itself doesn't necessary count unless they were exceptionally handsome since most since guys will fuck things that they would never even be seen in public with.

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>>36812078
Correct. A short ugly old man could never be tall, handsome, or a young buck who's working 8 hours a day so his girlfriend could have the apartment to herself and have Chad over.

You're only worth saving if you're "beautiful". People telling you to improve yourself or get help and seek therapy and seek help and get therapy are all simply handing you off to someone else, preferably paid for their attention and unhelpful platitudes, so they wouldn't have to perform the same emotional investment that friends do for the people that they really care about, i.e. "Dude has money, maybe he'll give me some, so I better hang around him and suck up to him." Most robots who have money wouldn't be so lucky as to receive that sort of attention, since all men are easily be replaced by an upgrade who looks are more socially palatable and aesthetically aligned with his partner's social circle.

It's just easier for girls to shout down guys that deserve to be creep-shamed simply for existing and look ugly.

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>>36813151
>You think that just because a person is aesthetically pleasing to the eye that they're incapable of suffering?
yes unironically

they will always have a safety net, someone who will care about them and coddle them and genuinely love and support them. uglies are told to go die.

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>>36813272
I've had men trying to hook up with me over the years, even in highschool, even the guys who were actively bullying me because they wanted to fit in with everybody. I've posted my image on /soc/ before and I always consistently get rated between 8-9/10. That and like I said, I'm not delusional about what I look like. It's probably what me a target for my abuser. Just because I have some problems stemming from sexual abuse it doesn't make me blind.

Have some more Danielle Sharp.

>>36813306
>they will always have a safety net, someone who will care about them and coddle them and genuinely love and support them. uglies are told to go die.

Then why is my life the way it is. Why can't I make friends. Why am I plagued by crippling anxiety, fear, doubt and insecurity. Why can't I view sex normally, instead of being terrified of it to the point of mechanical asexuality. If my life is so wonderful because I'm a pretty face, why am I planning my sudoku. I'll never be normal. I'll never have a normal life, and my happiness will always be fleeting. You don't know anything.

>>36813335
>why am I planning my sudoku
loool

no you aren't

>>36813340
I already tried two years ago but I massively underestimated the resilience of the liver. I thought maybe at the time it was a sign that I should live on or some bullshit, but now I accept it was just a fluke.

>>36813395
if you wanted to die you would put a gun to your head and pull the trigger but you don't want to die, which is why you "try" non-methods like ODing on pills or alcohol poisoning

>>36813268
>I apologize for the poor conversational skills.
No need for that. There's not really one established method for doing it, and it varies culturally. Technically from a certain stand point when you communicate with people it's suppose to be that you use the best interpretation possible of what they meant to say. Again cultural thing though lot of people I've met before are not like that because they don't really mean things to be said in a good way. Your mileage may vary.

>>36813405
lmao and where am I supposed to get a gun on my little island where firearms are heavily restricted? Not everywhere is America kid.

>>36813443
>kid
don't get toastie with me roast-golem

>>36813443
Can you get to the top of an abandoned tall building?

>>36813456
I'm calling you kid because I can near promise you that I'm your senior. That and you sound young, what with your geographical naivety.

>>36813461
You read my mind. That was one of the methods I was considering, that or train, but I don't want to ruin the life of some poor driver.

>>36813523
>That was one of the methods I was considering
then do it right now

you won't, because you don't want to die

>>36813523

Why the fuck do people ever do such brutal methods when you could just overdose on heroin? I know not everyone lives in America where it is easily available and on 'an island', but Americans choose shit methods of suicide all the time.

>>36813540
I won't right now because I'd probably have to travel to my capital city to find a tall, easily accessible building. Like I said though, before 2018. I still want to try and make a go of everything. There are still things that bring me happiness occasionally. I want to make it work so badly. I don't WANT my life to end, but it's increasingly feeling hopeless. I'm just so tired.

>>36813605
I wouldn't even know how to go about procuring that.

>>36813633
>Like I said though, before 2018.
nope, setting a deadline like this means you 100% won't do it

I've had enough people in my life prattle on about suicide and constantly use it as an excuse or a bargaining chip

it's really old

>>36813633

I have absolutely no friends and no social contacts and I know I could get it easy within a week. I've meet people online all the time who I could get it though or know someone I could get it from. And it's cheap as fuck.

>>36811943
this, 90% don't want to commit suicide yet don't want it look so obvious they're acting

>>36813647
Anon I really don't care what you think, I'm just here to share my story.

>>36813757
okay stacy, enjoy your tough tough life

>>36813769
I'm doing my best, Chad.

>>36813835
>I'm doing my best
I doubt that

>>36813246

Realized it pinged on reverse image search, eh? Kill yourself for real.

>>36810821
Because, contrary to /r9k/'s beliefs, there is more to life than having a relationship and being single isn't the worst thing that can happen. When your life is going to shit, you're not thinking "Well, at least I'm not ugly". But /r9k/ is literally a bunch of teenagers who haven't had any actual hardships so they can't see how someone who could easily have sex could also be unhappy.

>>36813895
>ignoring that attractive people make more money
>ignoring that attractive people live longer
>ignoring that attractive people are universally viewed as better and smarter automatically because of implicit human biases

>>36813984
This shows how deluded you really are. You must not have any idea what actual depression and sadness is if you think making more money and living longer will give you a reason to continue with a pitiful existence. What if you were abused by your parents as a child? Being pretty won't fix all the mental shit that goes along with that. What if one of your closest friends/loved ones just died? Oh, guess I look too good to feel bad about that one. There's more to life than looks anon.

>>36814066
>What if one of your closest friends/loved ones just died?
oh boy I better die too!!!!

>>36814066
If being attractive isn't important, mutilate your face right now.

If money isn't important, give yours all away right now.

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This is the depth of /r9k/'s depression. This is it.

I'm attractive but have genuine autism and want to die. I can't connect with anyone and people only really like me for my looks, I'm an empty shell. The moment those fade I'm done. Sometimes I look in the mirror and say "this is me", feel like I'm not my body but just something inside it.

>waah I'm attractive but sad
trade bodies and lives with me please

I'll take on your suffering, I'm generous

>>36814190

But people like you, so what's the problem?

>>36814223
>disappointment to your family
>childhood full of abuse from family
>abuse from old "friends"
>paranoid
>no friends
>social anxiety
>suicidal thoughts
>NEET
>becoming abusive towards family members
>losing weight rapidly (only 112 lbs)
>no energy to do anything but sleep
>imaginary friends
Hey but at least my face is symmetrical, right?

>>36814230
They like me on an extremely superficial level. I can't connect with anybody emotionally and that's all I want, I know I could get sex easily but I don't care about it.

>>36814270
hey guess what, I have all of that and I'm ugly, and no one will ever love me or touch me

so trade with me ;)

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>>36814270

You're not attractive. I don't know if you heard your mom call you handsome and you ran with it but your life would haven't not gone THAT bad if you were attractive. Sorry to be the one to break it to you.

>>36814319
I know for a fact I'm attractive because girls and women have been telling me this since puberty. I literally used to be approached by girls in high school. It's undeniable at this point. But the fact of the matter is, life can go bad for good looking people too. I don't know why this is so hard for you to believe. I've had depression since I was a kid, probably because of my abusive father and the bullies/racism in my neighborhood and the depression brought on social anxiety that wasn't really there before and the social anxiety brought along isolation and mental craziness and it's just all been going downhill. Me being handsome won't change the shit that's going on in my brain. Being handsome won't make my father proud of me. Being handsome won't cure me of my anxiety.

>>36814437
>muh anxiety
poor guy

>>36814437

Post pic or you're uggo. Of course the girls who approach you think you're attractive but for all we know they're complete pigs. Just because your some peoples types doesn't make you attractive.

>>36814311
No girl wants to fuck a 112 pound suicidal NEET with no friends. When you're in my situation, a pretty face won't help you. I was able to hide who I really was in school because I could walk around the halls and pretend to be popular but once school is over and there's no one to show the facade to, it all crumbles.

>>36814506
>just because your some peoples types doesn't make you attractive
So are you saying that most of this board could actually be in a relationship, it's just that their standards are too high?

>>36814511
trade
with
me

>>36814528

I'm confirmed ugly, I've been referred to as ugly millions of times by all different types of people yet I have no problem finding someone who will fuck me and have had several casual relationships and a few serious ones. But I'm still called ugly or hideous on a regular basis. Just because your some peoples' type doesn't mean that you're attractive in the big picture.

>>36814615
So why do you care if people think you're ugly if you're still fucking? You must be pretty charismatic and attractive on a personal level if you can fuck that many people.

>>36814809

No I'm just a gay male and any gay male can get laid easy regardless of how unattractive they may be. Who cares about sex, it's the constant ridicule, ostracism and disrespect you get that sucks about being ugly.

>>36810865
Ok, this must be either fake or cleanest beheading (by a fucking train!) ever.