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>be me
>be high school junior shy beta fag
>be a respectable 190 lb and 6 feet tall
>thought i had chub but nothing to make me attention whore anerexic
>always tried to get friends but never worked out
>joined debate to try to get friends
>got put in a class of 7, majority being black
>one of them with vitiligo who liked to talk
>lets call her jess
>jess one day asked class for money for lunch
>it was mainly directed towards the people she talks to
>remembered my dad gave me lunch money
"yea i got a bit you can have"
"OHH SO KIND ANON! i promise to pay you back!"
>wanted to seem like good guy
"n-no its fine. keep it"
>couple days passed
>jess asked again
>gave again and said the same thing
>rest of class for the rest of the year referred to me when they needed cash
>even the teacher asked me to fund her dr. pepper addiction
>skip all the boring parts
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>>36796223
>be me
>near the end of the year
>debate team made jokes about me being quiet all the time
>some examples are "probably planning a school shooting" or "maybe hes going through what hes going to do at his alt right meet"
>laugh because too shy to say a rebutel against it
>regardless, still gave money to them when needed
>come home
>grandma was visiting
>she looked at me and hugged me
"have you lost weight, anon?"
>think for a second
"n-no... i dont think so"
>go to the restroom and check stomach
>all that chub i remembered... gone
>hip bones kinda poked out
>kinda liked it
>regardless still thought about it
>realized next morning
"im fucking destroying myself to get friends that doesnt care for me other than my welfare"
every week, some times every day, i gave my lunch money to these people expecting some sort of praise but instead i got told shit. it really hurts me that they do that but if you do the math.. ive gave almost 500 usd to the debate team and i get in return nothing but a center peice for jokes and turned into a fucking stick. for refrence, in 6'1 but 141 lb... this isnt a meme that "heh blacks collecting welfare from the giving white" this is what actually happened and happening. i now feel bad to say "no i dont have cash for myself" because they now think im rich. if you guys can please help
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>>36796262
>it's the black's fault I'm too beta to say no
I don't know read up on cognitive behavior therapy and albert ellis
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>>36796223
Teachers can't afford a dollar soda? What a fuckin Jew. You're making like 200 dollars every day you are there and you ask a student for money? The fuck
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>>36796422
her excuse is she doesnt have bills. she doesnt ask as much as the rest do but still pretty sad
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>>36796411
i never said its the blacks fault i said im not making an edgy joke that they are black
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