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So I just got back from what was supposed to be a fun trip. You know how people say "if you feel suicidal, pack up your stuff and just travel around the country"? Yeah, I did that. I was fed up with spending every day feeling less and less. I hated how my emotion just seemed to fade away. I was expecting to feel a whole new surge of life and see interesting stuff and do fun shit. And you know what? I felt nothing. I didn't want it to be like this, I wanted to be excited and energized. But when I was looking at stuff, it just seemed completely unreal and lifeless. Like I was looking through someone elses eyes. I didn't "feel" anything from looking at stuff that I thought I would enjoy and exploring places I thought were neat. It was just fucking nothing. The only thing I really felt was boredom and discomfort, like every other day of my stupid fucking life, but with less anime. I thought a change would make me become a happier person, but now I'm just broke and even more depressed than before. So, my parents found me, I let them pick me up and take me home, and now it's back to the NEET life for me. I guess I know now, that this world really isn't for me. I could at least pretend beforehand that I would enjoy life if it was cool, but now I know that I can't feel anything from living. So, that's it I guess. Life is just not for me. I bet my stupid ass wouldn't even enjoy living in some kind of fantasy world. Time to just masturbate and watch anime until I die I guess. That's what I get for thinking my life might actually become enjoyable.
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Toke up robie
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same desu i have no feelings
try taking drugs
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>>36754198
>>36754217
I've never touched non-medical drugs in my life, but it's something I've wanted to do and I have nothing left to lose. Turns out the world really is shit, and it wasn't just because I stayed in my basement everyday.
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>>36754198
>>36754217
Can you faggots stay in your containment thread
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>>36754252
What are you talking about? Has it occurred to you that you're the only left that fits your definition of a "robot"?
>>36754240
I like beer and I like weed. I recommend a small hit of high quality herb in a comfy environment.
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>>36754291
Yeah, I just want to forget it all now.
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Every time I smoke good herb after not smoking for a while, I do this deep and lengthy "weed piss" half an hour after I smoke.
It's like 2-3x longer than a regular piss.
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maybe all that i'm missing in life is a coke habit
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>>36754344
Coke is a meme drug now. It's outdated, it belongs in the 60's.
Adderall.
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>>36754363
>not hitting up that mars grass
Wew lad.
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Yeah dude, sounds like you tried. Just take drugs desu. The first time u pop 25mg oxy while smoking weed youll be a new man.
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>>36754407
real rap
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>>36754161
I feel the same way. I'm looking at the world through somebody else's eyes and happy memories don't feel my own. I'm going to try SSRIs again to see if I can change.
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>>36754687
I tried that too but it just made me feel worse.
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DUDE WEED LMAO
Stupid junkies
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>>36754777
>not wanting to LMAO
Why tho
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>>36754777
Kill yourself, retarded tripfag.
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>>36754821
I have the moral highground. Sorry
I'm right and you're wrong.
>>36754809
Because it's a lie. And liars are GUILTY
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I think the ultimate red pill is that most people feel the way you do but social media or pictures in general, paint a romantic view of a scene and when you actually try to experience it yourself, there is a disconnect. I think drugs are the only way to match the romantic feeling.
And this is coming from a forced straight edge also depressed robot (medical reasons I can't do drugs).
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