>I could be dead in the next 30~ minutes if I really wanted

I think it's weird how literally anything could kill me. Like my heart could just stop beating or I fall and crack my head on a corner of a desk or some shit.

Shits wack, yo.

I don't think about these things that may happen to cause my death. What I do think of is that I will die one day. Part of me looks forward to seeing what happens even if it is nothing. Of course another part of me is scared.

>>36741540
sometimes I feel like I'm finally gonna get a heart attack
doesn't help that I like coffee with cigarettes too

>>36741763
You are more likely to get copd first.

Any moment now...
Any heartbeat could be my last.

I would be helpless. Just one heart attack while I'm all alone...

Medicine can't save you if it doesn't get to you in time.
A terrifying thought.

>>36741829
you could always have a small bottle of nitroglycerin on you

>>36741889
>Wanting to die while having a massive headache.

>>36741920
how about just not wanting to die?

Ye when ever i feel really misereable, anxious and really just without hope I usually think that technically I could kill myself in like 5 minutes.

>>36741808
pray for me
I'd rather that than a heart attack

Probably 2 hours for me. Cliffs are just a train journey away.

>>36741960
COPD is actually worse than a heart attack. Lots of things you can do for a heart. Very limited on things that help copd

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>>36742080
Here is how bad it is and mostly smokers also.

>>36742098
does the weed cause this as well???

>>36742109
Maybe, maybe not. It comes down to amount smoked. A pack a day of fags vs the occasionally joint makes a big difference.

>>36742098
>third leading cause
>13 times more likely to die
well... they made their choice
and I made mine

...
but I have to get laid first

>>36742193
Heh...they made their choices...they sowed the seeds of death...what did they expect to reap ?