>tfw feel like reality is melting in front of my eyes and

>>36728627
derealization maybe?

>>36728627
Perhaps you are merely realizing what you thought was the "truth" was just as wrong as fiction?

>>36728832
This. Or psychedelics. Is OP on acid?

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Something is bringing you down and it's an entity

if you have people around you irl
its a factor
and the guilt of other people in pain around you has caused you to believe you're at fault
there is no right or wrong

Sounds like you're having psychosis, OP.

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>>36728832
I don't know I'm starting to sweat hard, heart beating harder, harder to breathe.
>>36728849
This is unsettling.
>>36728871
No I don't do drugs.
>>36728874
Something felt different last night and changed my feelings on someone but also changed something about myself and I just feel like I'm losing grip.
>>36728875
Yes this feels right, sometimes at night for me my body flails uncontrollably maybe like I'm flung out of my body and someone is taking control but I have to watch whats happening.

>>36729004
Youre losing grip because you just settled into their shoes a bit

What you're going through is a spell
I told you that im not a good influence on anyone
thats why I need to die.
but if I do you'll be in pain over this forced decision of mine

it's derealisation, OP.


I get it when i'm anxious. When I experience derealisation, it's like I'm retreating back inside my skull. Nothing seems real, everything is hazy and dreamlike. It's hell. The only way I can stop it is to get to a comfortable place, like my house.

I have been confusing dreams and reality often. I can't see the difference most of the time.


My advice, start meditating, imagine your room as a comfort zone, a special bubble where you're safe. that's what I do. my cat also keeps me company.

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>>36729077
I wanted to fix you and make you better because I love you and thought maybe you were just sick and I could help. Now to me you just feel terminally ill and there's nothing I can do but I still love you.

If you have to leave that's alright but I just don't want you to hurt when you do it. I'm sorry I'm clingy but I have just hidden it well.

>>36729171
I don't feel safe anywhere but thank you. I wish I had a nice kitty.

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>>36729256
Youre not clingy

im gonna have to do it tho
trauma stays in my mind Cod.
and I wont be able to keep up this act for long

>>36729171
>it's like I'm retreating back inside my skull.
>I have been confusing dreams and reality often. I can't see the difference most of the time.
Fuck, I used to get this but it seems to have went away for now. Didn't even know it's derealization.