>Spend all day laughing and enjoying the day with friends

Also this happens every.single.day

>>36711815
uhhhhh sounds pretty fucked uhhhh maybe you have the real chemical imbalance kind of depression? is it possible to have fun with friends like that?
or maybe you have some fucked up personal issues you need to resolve to be at peace with yourself?

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me too man. i hold a gun in my mouth loaded for five minutes every night, but my life is too good to just end it.

>>36711815
Happens to me alot. I can have a really good day and then as soon as I start to go to bed I start feeling depressed and suicidal. As soon as those thoughts start coming in I try to focus on something else or fall asleep because if I keep on thinking about it I'll be up all night feeling like shit.

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>>36712047
It's a viscous cycle. You hate yourself, realize you're life is too good to hate yourself and too many people care about you, then you feel like a piece of shit for feeling like a piece of shit in the first place. Rinse and repeat. But my man: don't do it. There is no going back once you pull the trigger. I say I casually think abour suicide, its more just me holding two fingers to my head every night pretending tl blast my brains out and falling asleep in a mix of self-hatred and appreciation for my friends and family. I would not kill myself, because I know I can fix this. I just dont know when or how. And I know you can fix it too. It doesn't matter if you don't know when or how to fix it either, you'll make it one day. Maybe get rid of your gun, its just too easy to do it when you have one around. I live in Bongistan so I'm rarely at risk of actually killing myself.

>>36712155
That is good advice my man. I will try it tonight. Hope you get through this soon my friend. I hope we all do

Ayy it's pretty much the same with me, I just assumed it was normal haha

>>36711815
same here. fuck this.

It's because r9k is right about everything and you've been laughing it off all along.

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>>36711815
>>36712047
>>36712500
>>36712392

>Spend all day laughing and enjoying the day with friends
>>have a good time, positive thoughts only

The normie invasion has gotten out of hand. All of you need to fuckoff

Similar for me but if I'm in public I have to force myself. I have negative thoughts 24x7 and it's rare to feel distracted from them.