>Keep imagining our lives together >Keep imagining our

We're gluttons for punishment.

>>36709909
Let me break the cycle down to you

>See cute girl
>begin to fanasize going out with her
>Push your fatansies forward while never doing anything irl
>Eventually reach the point where you imagine the two of you being together on a daily basis, if not constantly
>still dont do anything irl
>crushing loneliness forces you to forget about her
>Still alone

Rinse and repeat. It's the life we're going to lead until something in that cycle breaks. In all truth, I'm going to end it before my 21st birthday. Got a little less than a few months to tie up loose ends. See you on the other side, anon

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>>36710574

I'm almost there anon... I feel so pathetic, and I'm sure I'm not the only one that feels that way about me

>>36709909
>Keep imagining our lives together
>Keep imagining our wedding
>What would he say
>Imagine crying tears of joy and smiling, looking him in the eyes
>Imagining him saying ''I do''
>Imagining him leaning down to kiss me
>Imagining being happy with him
you have better chances than me

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>even imagining having a chance to have a skype call with her gives me that sinking feeling in my chest
>having to accept you can't change what's outside your control
>go through your day with reality weighing down on you, sapping away all your energy and motivation

i dont want to feel, anons

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>>36711538

I talk to her sometimes, but I know that's it... its so bad, I almost cried some days ago when I was sitting there at the church, then she sat down to talk to me, a few seconds later one guy showed up and they started talking, making jokes and laughing, completely ignoring me... I swear there was a tear in my eyes

Fuck

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>>36709909
>do this for months
>to a girl that already has a bf
>the more I get to know her the more I fall for her
>he accidentally gets her pregnant
>feel heartbroken and devastated
>resolve to finally move on
>weeks later I'm back to fantasizing about a life with her, just modified so that now I'm a beta provider raising a kid that's not mine
No one ITT is at pathetic as I am.

>>36709909
Been crushing on this girl for like a year now, imagine stuff like this all the time. Every day it feels like I have less of a chance though as I think she literally hates me or doesn't even see me as human. For some reason I feel like I always have to be crushing on at least one girl and it's like I cling to the thought of being with them and it's one keeps me going but also what brings me down when I think about how it'll never happen. I wish sometimes that I could go back before I ever cared about liking girls because my motivations in life were more pure then

>>36711036
You did gang bangs and trains shit up/

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>>36712137

I feel you too. It's like that movie ''Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind'', when the guy says ''Why do i fall in love with every woman i see that shows me the least bit of attention?''

Fucking kills me in the inside but I can't stop it

>do all that
>she's been dead four years
>sometimes fantasize about killing myself and waking up on some "other side" next to her

>>36712042
I doubt that. What you wrote is indeed pathetic, but there's so much worse on here my man.

>>36712042
+50 points for that flexible imagination my dude