Any non-suicidal anons lurking here? >did a SERIOUS thought

>>36704329
>did a SERIOUS thought of suicide ever crossed your mind?
Yes
>what keeps you going in rough times?
Fear of death, and NEET lifestyle dependent on parent doesn't require much hard work to survive. Nothing else really, I don't enjoy living and there's no chance of improvement.

>>36704329
-Yes. Twice actually.
-An impossible dream. It keeps me always looking forward.

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Is it common to have suicidal thoughts? I feel like it is, but people are rarely honest about it.

>>36704329
Just drop it anon. At a point I have realized I am just too of a coward to do it, or just don't take myself seriously enough to go through. If you want to feel better, get up from the computer and do something in the daylight.

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>>36704329

I feel it sometimes. Dying sounds amazing.

>>36704329
>Recently contemplating suicide
>Love of my life moves away and there is no way to see her anytime soon
>Sink to new lows I haven't ever before
>Started drinking to where I get drunk and I can barely walk
>Cut myself when I can't take it

I would think about suicide a whole lot. The only reasons I haven't is because my ex told me if I died a big part of her heart will die, and that she might as well kill herself. I am also very religious so I don't want to go to hell. I recently started feeling better and I'm doing things now, I'm eating more, stopped drinking and cutting too. It was just a sudden realization that the world isn't over for me. I might as well meet some new people and live.

Because I want to kill others and not myself