Does anyone else here have debilitating ocd? >if i don't

>>36701775
Why can't I enjoy x I have the opposite feeling from it I feel lonely and worry about everything and have crazy anxiety and feel like everyone's evil and hate everything

Happens with speed too

>>36701833
op here, I had the same thing for even longer but I guess it's not that bad. The torture and my other worries is debilitating tho, I'm trying to find a cozy online job because I hate going outside

>>36702810
The feeling went away? I think it'd be better if I had a relaxed environment but all my friends are psychopaths who pick on me and everyone hates me here

>>36702889
Maybe try getting to know them better? I used to be the same way until i started being less introverted

>>36701775
Please do seek professional help.
This sort of behavior is very problematic even if you consider what you should expect when coming here.

>>36703028
Idk man they're just crazy as fucj any time I express my opinion or talk they just get pissed off so I just stopped hanging out with them but everywhere I go people are acting like dicks and like they want to fight me

I'd feel ten times better about everything if I could bring a weapon with me and kill or stab whoever tries to start shit but laws are fucked and backwards

>>36703188
I'm taking medication and it is working but the idea of being sentenced to eternal torture at any moment is still scary, even if its stupid

>>36703259
maybe you should try meds

>>36701775
idk. I have intrusive thoughts (memories) and feel compelled to chant a mantra to make them go away but I don't know if that's OCD or not.

>>36703332
Do those thoughts happen on e? I feel like everything is demonic on e and that's why everyone and everything is evil in nature and that we're all fucked and everyone's going to hell