I legitimately hate myself. I hate everything about me. My physical appearance, my voice, my mental issues, my past. I hate my looming health issues.
I have no will to do anything productive in my life. I want admiration, respect, and adoration so bad, but I know I will never get it because I am ugly, socially retarded, depressed, and so very, very angry.
I can't find any motivation anymore. Nothing means anything anymore. Life is pointless. Just trying to think otherwise is a struggle. For Chad and Stacy, putting in effort is a struggle but there's always a huge reward at the end of the tunnel, for me, the tunnel is never-ending.
Fuck this unfair world we live in.
But you aren't suicidal?
>>36696697
Same here, anonnnnn
asdasdas
>>36696697
You're a crybaby you don't deserve any respect. Maybe try respecting yourself and other peoplease will follow
>>36696798
"""people""" like us are already dead, committing suicide would be a mere formality
>>36696798
Not OP but in the same situation. I don't suicide just because i feel pity for my mom, dad, and family.
>>36697970
This is shit advice and doesn't make people respect you
>>36696697
I know how you feel anon. Truly I do. Everything about me is wrong; my facial appearance is hideously ugly, my body is disgusting, and my inner self is completely fucked. I have no hope and no chance in life; I have no real reason to put in any effort because no matter what I do, I will always be me. The struggle is endless and I get no respite at all. Life is pure suffering
>>36696697
>I want admiration, respect, and adoration so bad
>Fuck this unfair world we live in.
This is your problem, you should be looking for a connection with other people, instead of way to feel superior
You're just another Elliot
>>36696697
>I want admiration, respect, and adoration
>you earn it
>no way to earn it in the civilized western world
just accept being an NPC or do something unepected