>always read stories on loads of boards about groups of friends

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5 years older than you and that sounds like me 5 years ago. wish I could tell you it gets better but I would be lying.

everytime I wanted to go somewhere with other people mom would sperg out asking for every ounce of their information. Eventually I just stopped asking and never knew how to make lasting friendships.

I feel you, though I had some friends to play vidya with growing up, it never felt like enough time to play all the good multiplayer games. They were too stuck on tourneyfag rules Smash Bros to play much else, and that got boring quick

I don't know what's wrong with me.
Everybody else seems to make friends so easily, but I just can't.
I couldn't do it even as a kid.

It's not like people avoid me altogether or anything, but every time a person has tried to be my friend, we just have absolutely nothing in common.
I don't mean just interests and hobbies, it's the way we think, speak, and feel.
They just don't make any sense to me, and I clearly don't make any sense to them.
If we both really try, we can force something that resembles being friends, but we both know it's forced, at least I assume they know, but it's exhausting and unfulfilling.

There's just some fundamental incompatibility between me and other people.

>>36691706
I think we just have autism and they don't

Thus the inherent disconnect between us, they look for body language and subtext, we tend to take things literally and like to discuss subjects.

>finally make some friends second year of high school (2 of them)
>only thing we really have in common is that we are unpopular and are in the same class
>couple years later we all leave high school
>lose contact
>no friends again
At least I had friends at some point of my life right

>>36691773
>I think we just have autism and they don't
That's probably it.

I'd like to get diagnosed just so I knew if that was it, but I'd probably just kill myself if that was the case.

>>36691520
It's overrated.

Oregonal.