I have been struggling with bipolar/depression, enough so that I had to go to the hospital for a suicide attempt. I was much better for a few days but now I am slipping back into my old self. I know what I should do to change but I feel like I simply don't want to. I don't want to live my life the shithole, awkward way I have been but I have this stubborn need to keep my habits. Any help?
Pic is of my dog, I can share more of those if you want to
>>36681984
yo that looks so much like my brown lab Reeses, how old is your dog? Mine is about 10-12 y/o and he has all those white hair too. That's him on the left. Dogs are lifesavers, if it weren't for them, I would stay inside my room all year long.
>>36682333
She's border collie and black lab mutt. She's only five but the white hair is her border collie showing
>>36682484
oh. it makes her look older than she is. She's very nice though.
>>36682333
holy shit lad
I grew up with a chocolate lab and a black lab. they both passed a couple years ago (peacefully, of old age thank god)
that image hit me hard
>>36681984
I dont know what to say without sounding patronizing. I was on a course with a bipolar person who was very smart and we just had a few weeks to go and they left because they became depressed too. I think they are in a state where they have not figured out the real cause of the depression so they keep living through it.