who else /thumbsucker/ here? tfw never slept over at someone's

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who else /thumbsucker/ here? tfw never slept over at someone's house out of fear of them being weirded out when i suck my thumb to put myself to sleep. my parents tried everything when i was younger, including putting hot sauce and duct tape around my thumb so they'd prevent me but i'd go wash it off or cut the tape off. I just graduated from high school and i'm scared it'll never go away. It even gets to a point where if i'm in public I wait for people to turn around so I can suck my thumb. In school if i'd wanna fall asleep in class i'd put a jacket over my head and suck my thumb under it. It's weird to think when I get older i'm gonna lay in bed with my future husband and suck my thumb and he'd still want to be with me. what do?