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this kid that was a year below me in school just died today and my brain keeps fucking trying to not make it seem like a real thing that happened
i haven't seen him in at least a year
we saw each other at a music show
we went to the same vocational school and he was in my class for a whole year, it was a small class of like 10 kids so it wasn't like i didn't get to know him. we were pretty good friends by the end of the year.
just today i was thinking about my dad's friend that died from an overdose a few years ago and how my brain was feeling like he could walk into my store where im working this second and it would feel natural
i'm just fucked up about how not fucked up i immediately was
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>>36658996
wissh it would have been me
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>>36658996
Is this how normies feel when someone kills themselves?
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>>36658996
why not kys and ask him to come back ?
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>>36658996
My best friend walked in front of a speeding train
Life is fragile but I think you'll get over it man. It goes on, just try to focus on your life and less on your existence. Which I suppose is a tall order since you're already animeposting on /r9k/
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>>36658996
My dad killed himself a little over a week ago. Anytime I see a vehicle that resembles his I immediately look over to see if it's him (even though I know for a fact that it isn't) and then I feel like someone punched me in the gut.
I have these moments where everything feels normal then seconds later my heart hurts and I feel sick.
I suppose coping with death is just like that until it eventually becomes normal and the full reality of it sets in.
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