Be real in this thread. What are your fears. What holds you back.

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>>36635238
Negative Nancy joins the chat. Why do you approach something you don't like with anger?

Rejection.
I always have a hostile face on and make myself really unapproachable by other people. I used to believe and tell myself that I'm fucking special and is mentally strong to handle being alone. Used to be into mbti and told myself I'm an intj and had fuck the pleb mentality. As I get older (27 now), I feel like I missed out on life and I feel lonely and depressed like never before. I started asking women out and gone on dates, finally had my first kiss (really bad kiss tho) but none of them worked out so far. I made one friend this year but I think I fucked it up and back to being friendless.

>>36635378
I would say stop labeling yourself as anything like I'm lmnop. That just makes excuses. Also the hostile. Face thing isn't bad. Smile at people when you pass by and see them. Most smile back and it puts them at ease. If someone scoff s or doesn't smile at you then that's their fucking problem not yours. As for the dates and friends Idk what to say on that cuz Idk you. But I wouldn't give up going out

>>36635175
Myself.
I typed that with no jocularity, and no intention to be a complete fucking edgelord. I fear and fucking *despise* myself. I've got some bad anger issues, and while I can repress them, sometimes it just gets extremely hard to do so. Not only that, but whenever something seems to go right, suddenly I fuck everything up. Managing to make friends with someone for once? Whoops, I just got pissed off and fucked that up, suddenly they've fucked off because I took their feelings and (metaphorically) set them on fire. Actually improving myself in some way, such as through physical activity or reading? Nope, suddenly I'm getting hit with procrastination like a ton of bricks.

I'm afraid of myself because I ruin quite literally everything I touch.

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im scared of spiders and bugs because of their legs, sometimes i get scared of my own hands if i type too fast

i feel like there is a tall pale woman around every corner trying to stab me and when i sit down at the computer i need a mirror so i can look behind me at all times so that she doesnt kill me

i cant sleep and i have a headache almost all the time