>cried for the first time in several years
>wasn't even for any specific reason other than realizing how hopeless everything is
Oh fuck lads this is not good. I'm in a dark place and there's no way out.
>>36632087
>he can still cry
Fuck off norman.
>>36632087
I fapped 5 times today and havent left my bedroom in months
>>36632087
Guess ill just lay here and let the nothing fuck me
you merely adopted the darkness. i was born in it, molded by it. last time i almost cried it was because i realized i was dead inside.
>>36632087
what is so bad about crying, or how your situation got worse
>>36632523
yeah, man. When you realize the sparks gone and it aint coming back. game over, game fucking over..
>>36632923
This
I don't think I've ever had a passion in my life.
Just grey
>>36632231
This to be honest. Unless you just started bleeding out the ass then you shouldn't randomly cry like an emotional woman.
>>36633090
I honestly don't know how I'd react to the death of a relative. It's quite a while ago since someone I knew died and since then I didn't really grew fonder of anything. Maybe it would spark atleast some emotion in me again, but I'm not even sure of that. I just became too apathetic to even catre anymore. If I'd get diagnosed with cancer I'd most likely laugh rather than cry, just because the absurdity of knowing you will die.
>he can still cry
there's still hope for you then.