Who mental illness here? >spend 16-19 in almost isolation

>>36613871
to be honest I dont even know why Im back but I can relate.

I dont really know how to talk to people I cant explain it.

I have Bipolar II, OCD, and GAD, and Im sure Im an undiagnosed aspie.

Is lazyness a mental illness?
I had 2000 words due 12 hours ago and I've written about 200

>>36613871
Why do people kill themselves and destroy their bodies over school? Just because it's the rules and a bunch of Asians and white people said to? Don't be stupid drop out look at lil herb.

>>36613871
Just embrace the falseness.
Imagine your life is a movie role.
Or like Nietzsche (i think?) said, treat your like as if it were a work of art, and you are the artist.

Im F 20.0
Get on my lvl

>>36613871
Thers is a HIGH chance you will never become a normie
Embrace your autism and stay indoors playing videogames and watching anime for the rest of ur life, its better than feeling depressed all the time not fitting in :)

>>36613871
At least I'm honest with myself and realise that I'm a NEET with no friends because I have no personality and am lazy. People here try and convince themselves they are autistic or have other mental health problems when here is nothing wrong with them.

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I have my emotions completely fucked up. Excitement, ambition, satisfaction, happiness, sadness, anger, loneliness, I don't really feel any of them.

I don't have any passions, since nothing really makes me enthusiastic.
I don't try to achieve anything, since successes feel completely hollow.
I don't try to get my shit together, since I don't fear failures.
I don't socialize, since nothing drives me towards other people.

I evaluate everything by how much pain in the ass it is, which leads to procrastination of otherworldly proportions, to the point I can't even force myself to do something as simple as sending an email. And it only gets worse and worse.
I know I should seek professional help as soon as possible, but I just can't get myself to do it. Wonders of procrastination.

And the funniest thing is, I can't even imagine what would my life as a normalfag be like. It's something completely abstract to me. I'm not even sure if I have always been like this or if this state is acquired, since I barely remember anything from my childhood. I KNOW that I have a problem, but I don't FEEL that way, as this lifestyle seems completely natural to me. If I didn't have to worry about money, I'd never even consider changing anything, I'd just watch chinese cartoons and play games alone for the rest of my life.

>>36615201
yeah, I've both told I have autism but I think it's more a lack of social skills and confidence.

>tfw you convince a nurse in a mental ward to put you in isolation so you can have more alone time
>tfw other patients complain that you smell but you're too scared to shower
>tfw everyone asks why you aren't attending groups and why are you reading the bible so much
>tfw old lady with dementia steals your bible
Who /schizophrenia/ here?

>>36613871
Wax figurines, Hahn yes the turning humans into was, yes yes, my love, I do see I do see.

>>36613871
Op, I advise getting a job in a highly social environment like retail. You get over it pretty quickly and will be used to regular social interaction in no time. At first it sucks, but it's totally worth it.

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>>36616962
I don't think so at all, a lot of us have genuine issues, check out the state of my bedroom for example, I used to laugh at the messy rooms but as I've gotten older I've realized I have to become the trashman, the trash King.

It is only fair r9k must have a sacrificial lamb to represent the lowest of the low

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It is my destiny to become the trash king

>>36617639
Don't listen to this fuckead, burn down the retail shop the second you get employed.

>>36617703
This is also an option, but I'm gonna say hold off on it

shove a zucchini up your ass, helped me :)

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/r9k/ is just a much milder/ teenage meme version of /qq/ on 420chan.

Those people are fucked, you people are mild.

Pee Pee Poo Poo xD
Awkward girl anxiety stories every man on earth has been through xD

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>>36617794
Go the fuck back, normalfag

>>36613871
I'm pretty normal I think, chronic depression, high narcisism and some bipolar attacks, and maybe something that haven't being diagnosted yet

>>36617654
I was mostly talking about myself.

bump xD
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>anxiety disorder
>mind blanks in social situations
>told getting a job will fix my anxiety
>ok but how do i stop the mind blanks while getting used to the job fast enough that i wont get fired?
>"you have to fix the anxiety"
>so how do i do that?
>"by getting a job"

>>36618832
Normal faggot end your life you absolute peice of dogshit>>36618832

>>36614456
Same
Also BPD, AvPD, and depressions