I just did something deplorable and heinous, and I don't feel anything. I've desensitized myself to degeneracy and violence to the point of becoming emotionless. A literal robot.
onset sociopathy.
Origi
>>36608204
Being good because of feefees is for women and children.
Being good because of pure morality is the way of men.
>>36608296
But why have morals, other than because they make you feel good? I guess I'm a hedonist, I do as I please.
I just viewed something deplorable and heinous. I feel I am nearing the bottom of my 6 month downward spiral. I am ready to kill myself. I am ready to start planning this.
How bad is what you did? Give me an example of something equally evil.
>>36608680
to be superior and push the boundaries of what it means to be human on a spiritual level, opposed to rediscovering your base pleasures that you share with lowly animals, from which you should have graduated by the time you were like 6
>>36608734
>spiritual level
>spiritual
There's your problem. There's no big man looking out for us, no heaven to earn access to. What we have now is what we get, may as well do what we can to achieve maximum dopamine before we die.
>>36608803
>the only existence is our corporeal world
for you awaits nothing but worms, not even as a witness will you be blessed by those kings of indescribable power