when did you get to the point when you no longer cared if you

>>36608047
A year or so ago. I want to let myself go and just drink/eat the pain away but I can't do it. I've put on alot of weight from being depressed and I hate seeing/feeling my body. I don't have the ability to not care about it, no matter how much i try to convince myself that it doesn't matter

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>>36608047
from the age of 20, i'm 28 now, still could care less what anyone especially a woman thinks of me

>find out what the average penis size is
>measure mine
>well shit, i'm a few inches smaller
>start looking stuff up online to see if girls would date small guys
>the vast, vast majority say they won't
>tons of "sex is important" type posts

The biggest motivator I have to work out is to literally "feel better." I've been out of shape before and god damn does it just hurt to exist. Never

>>36608047
Weird, I was just thinking about this. It became "official" a month ago. I decided to stop wearing jeans, only sweat pants, I haven't shaved since then, and I mostly eat junk food without any regard for my weight. I've been much happier accepting loneliness, therefore indulging in simple pleasures.

>>36608607
>tons of "sex is important" type posts
Low quality women that would abandon /cheat on their husbands shortly after their dicks fail to function due to a work-related accident.

When I stopped being attracted to women.

So about a year ago.

Never did care.
If anything I've started working somewhat on my appearance the last two years, but it's mostly for me, I don't intend to "get out there" with it, just look decent enough as a human being.

When I truly realized there was no way to make to a ugly manlet look good

Just started, I've gained weight and I don't even bother sucking in my gut in the presence of the female kind. It's p sweet.