anyone else not scared of not being alive but id be terrified to die in a wreck or shot up. i sometimes wanna stick a shotgun in my mouth but i feel like somehow id live since id be doing it in my back yard in a subdivision people could come quick. plus im a pussy. i would like to be able to have the option to just choose a date to die one, i dont think i would instantly if given the chance but i want to know i have an instant way out.
i seriously hope this is all there is and there is no reincarnation. i seriously cant grasp why im me and not sensing through someone else instead of me.
i really like to smoke but sometimes i cough up phlem and id hate to get cancer only because i feel like people would rub it in my face
u sound lika loser
Yes, I would also like to not be alive. If I had an instant death button I would push it immediately.
>>36607806
am i retarded for not wanting to kms but would totaly do what you said half the time?
Yes, you are retarded. Why do you care if it's painful if you want to die anyway? If you do get reincarnated you won't be the same person and have the same loser thoughts. Stop being a coward and either live your life or end it.
I get you op
im same
>>36607433
Yeah. I don't know why I'm this way, but I've pretty much at the point of no return.
I need a gun though, not keen on using a rope