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>>36606005
> age
20

> sex
lol
> location
Atlanta,GA

> if you could travel back in time ten years and meet your past self, how disappointed would past-you be and what would be the main disappointments
I'm ugly and poor and friendless, but I at 10yrs old I was already pretty aware that I'd be lonely my entire life, pretty sure I used to lurk on 4han even back then.

> how would you try to console past-you, hopes and dreams shattered, impotent against the inevitability of becoming the sad pathetic fuckup that is you
I'd tell myself to start playing a sport, to get off the fucking computer, and to go outside and be normal.

> likewise, do you think your parents are ashamed of you?
Without a doubt

> why do you blame them?
I don't
> on a scale of 1 to 10 where 1 is lowest and 10 is highest, how close are you to suicide and how do you imagine yourself doing it when you lie in bed at night, tired but unable to rest
I'm extremely depressed but suicide isn't an option. It'd be unfair to my parents, I'll wait until they die. That said, if I didn't care, I live and work downtown so there's plenty of places I could jump from, or I could dive in front of the train during the commute. I think of it every single day


Hbu OP?

>>36606005
>27
>Female (female)
>Canada
>My 17 year old self would be pleasantly surprised that I'm not dead and that I'm healthy mentally and physically. She'd be super mad that I didn't finish university yet, though. And that I haven't had kids.
>Just happy to be relatively sane now. At 17, I was in and out of hospital due to psychosis. Much improved.
>They're fairly proud of me, given the fuck ups of the past.
>My parents didn't know how to deal with my weird brain, but I don't really blame them anymore.
>1 and in the past when I did attempt it was by drugs. Did not work, so I guess I'd try something else. I don't think about it any more, though.

Have hope, robros, but if you can't right now, that's okay too.

>>36606295
normie get out ree

oregano

>>36606515
and a ree to you too, friend

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26 / m / mid-EU

> if you could travel back in time ten years and meet your past self, how disappointed would past-you be and what would be the main disappointments
very
the plight of no gf

> how would you try to console past-you, hopes and dreams shattered, impotent against the inevitability of becoming the sad pathetic fuckup that is you
tell him one day he'll get to travel back in time and fuck up his past self, too

> likewise, do you think your parents are ashamed of you?
very

> why do you blame them?
mother overbearing, father distant

> on a scale of 1 to 10 where 1 is lowest and 10 is highest, how close are you to suicide and how do you imagine yourself doing it when you lie in bed at night, tired but unable to rest
2-3. it's on my radar. i like the fantasy of shooting myself with a machine gun but realistically i'd find a cliff somewhere in a remote area, high enough to guarantee death and far away enough from civilisation to ensure there's no certainty about my death. i'd leave some sort of indication that i left to start a new life, letter is too obvious, maybe something like train tickets and getting my savings from the bank or whatever

>>36606289
>It'd be unfair to my parents
funny, i used to feel like the last thing i'd care about if i off myself is my parents but the older i get the more it's a concern. my mother would probably off herself too afterwards, she's already unstable, and then my little brother would be alone with my manchild father