I feel bad for being such a horny worthless piece of shit for

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>>36598631
So uhh u got sauce on that pic i would really really appreciate it

>>36598631
>sacrificed my whole life to make parents happy
>never proud of me
>they know nothing about me
>pretty sure im dying of organ failure or something else really bad
>daily nonstop pain
>I do everything I can to be nice and helpful to them
>they still hate me and think im lazy and ungrateful
>pain is non-stop
>hate them tremendously
>still love them though
>I wish they would just love me and hug me
>im scared that im going to die soon
>i will die never knowing what it means to have a family that loves you

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>>36599093
Well anon, i guess it sucks to be you

>>36598631
D-Do you want to fap together???

>>36599093
Just fucking tell them about your pain ffs. Hell, go to a doctor.

>>36599344
Im masturbating thinking about you

>>36598631
I don't feel bad for my parents. They made this decision when they desensitized my penis (leading me to be sexually submissive) and underfed me throughout my childhood, making me a short, skinny trap.

try communicating t your feelings to them
if they don't make an effort to help heal your relationship, you should try to move on
in regards to your pain, GO TO A DOCTOR-if they don't find anything, i would suggest searching for psychiatric health and asking for help. be clear about your situation so they can help you as soon as possible. i would also suggest that you ask to be evaluated for a somatoform disorder- i am not saying this so you ignore your pain on grounds that its cause could potentially psychosomatic, i am telling you so you can seek out effective professional health should a doctor fail to find something wrong with your body. best of luck