>tfw even alienated on r9k cuz overwhelming terror and

>>36596361
I've never understood why people are afraid of dying.
Can you explain why you are afraid of death?

Im afraid of the unknown
I dont know if there is some afterlife or just nothing
And if there is nothing how does it feel to just dont exist

>>36596456
I understand logically, ceasing to exist is better than most alternative theories, and that I shouldnt be worried because there's no way I'll know I'm dead and I'll have no worries, but nothingness...literally everything passing by in less than a micro second paralyzes me. Its an unjustifiable fear and sadness to those who lack emotion and suffer I'm sure. I'm just very romantic and crave meaning in life, absurdity leaves me dissociated for some reason. I can't explain this feeling to someone who doesn't value their life and memories and self the same way as I do. Its pointless. But to those who know this feel here's a hug

>>36596672
th-thanks for the hug
I find myself flip-flopping between the two extremes fairly often I think

>>36596711
:( I understand. I know we may be doomed to the inevitable apparently, but we exist at the same time and I want you to know I love you, whoever you are. Its sad to relate to fear and depression, but hey, let's wake up tomorrow and the days after an enjoy ourselves