>tfw you can literally feel the depression and isolation

>>36590939
>tfw you just want someone to care about you but no one will

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>>36590939
I can relate to this. For quite some time I've been having difficulties finding motivation, memorizing stuff and staying concentrated.

>>36590939
Same here OP. My "intelligence" was the only thing I had, now I'm nothing.

>try to read something longer than a paragraph
>eyes glaze over, get distracted, forget what I read

I despise people who are caught up in emotions. They are volatile and impotent, projecting their fears and insecurities on anyone who speaks the truth to them.
They react outwardly, thinking it will solve what are internal problems. As such they are not only deluded, but sometimes dangerous to be around.

>>36591081
I have a friend like this. They are emotionally draining, stupid and animal like creatures and yet he slays mad pussy and is literally dumb as a brick and even chads and stacies laugh at him. But they still accept him and have fun with him

>>36591073

are you literally me my maN

I know there's no way to come back from this. I used to be smart, in fact it was the only thing I was ever praised for so I built my identity around it, but after years and years of depression and isolation I know my brain has atrophied beyond the point of repair. The dozens of seizures the doctors induced with electric shocks to try and cure me can't have helped things. I have a plan to try and recover somewhat but now I fear I've grown too weak and lazy to ever carry it out.

>>36591073
>something requires mental effort
>stop trying and go browse 4chan.

it happens immediately and automatically now. It's like I've become completely incapable of mentally exerting myself.

Fun fact: during late adolescence the brain starts a massive pruning back of all the pathways in the brain that aren't currently being used. Doing nothing in your teens and 20's will make you permanently retarded.

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>>36591558
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

I WAS NEETING ALL THIS TIME

Just now I was sitting and thinking why I am becoming more forgetful, unmotivated and fatigued all the time

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>>36591558
Please, please, please be fake...

>>36591038
Eat better, honestly.

>>36591776
Lol. I am losing my memory slowly but I maintain healthy lifestyle

>>36591776

And stop smoking so much pot. I''m pretty sure weed has made me retarded.

>>36591073
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee make it stop

Fucking hell how many eee's does it take to get an original post

>>36590939
Yeah, I was thinking about this yesterday. I feel something in my brain, something different from a headache.
I'm losing my fucking mind.

>>36591558
I was drunk 24/7 during that time.

WELL, FUG :DDD

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I don't feel like my brain is rotting away, but the feeling of being alone all the time is starting to get to me. I wish I never came to this Turkish carpentry forum. It's become a daily reminder that I never made it.

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>>36591558
OH FUCK, IM 18 PLEASE TELL ME I HAVE TIME TO REVERSE THIS

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH