>tfw too insecure for a gf >tfw too insecure to get a job

Not going outside? Why? What do you fear could happen?

>>36584568
hey, you know that you control yourself, right? Start with a list of things you want to be. It could be personality traits, hobbies, anything of the sort. Then, slowly try to become those things. Make a plan. Even if you don't stick to it, be mindful of it. Things will get better.

I promise.

>>36585545
I'm ashamed of myself, I can't stand to see my reflection let alone the thought of other people seeing me and being disgusted
>>36585904
You're not wrong per se, but I don't really have a will anymore besides putting an end to the constant torment
Hobbies or fun aren't actually fun, nothing is above merely a distraction from reality
Everyone always says it gets better but I have to admit that it's been a pretty constant fall downwards

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>>36584568
>I fully embrace dying alone, in company of no one and nothing
I need to just accept it huh op

>>36586104
but how long and hard have you tried to fix it? Depression is a bitch but it distorts the mind. You don't remember (or maybe never had) what life can really be. One of my biggest tips would be eating better. Eating shit makes it harder to think, you always feel tired, and adds to the endless cycle of depression. It feels like empty, meaningless garbage when I say it gets better but it really does. I recently came out of a horrible depression that lasted 3 years so I speak from experience. At my lowest point I'd sleep all day because being awake was agony, now I am pretty happy most of the time.

>>36584568
drugs, go to GP and psychiatrist if u can afford it

recently been put on stimulants to keep me awake since I sleep all day and it improves your mood, just don't be a fucking idiot and abuse it

>>36586291
>I recently came out of a horrible depression that lasted 3 years
Try 20
Only thing I have going for me is that I eat well
It's like I've said in the op, it's not just a lame old depression as much as it is lifelong inadequacy haven driven me insane