sometimes I have illusions that aya is typing to me on discord
I jump up and feel so happy
but realize that he thinks im worthless
im just a dreamer
>>36578563
No one here cares you pathetic whiner. Leave.
>>36578580
aya said that mean peoples words dont mean anything.
Hide my threads!
>>36578563
Wow this is different from when you would just post that you're crying, i like the direction you're going with this
>>36578563
why are you so obsessed with this "aya" guy?
>>36579237
Aya is so cool
he's mature like my friend lock and aya and lock are idols to me.
Aya was the only nice person to me and I liked when he posted in my threads helping me through the hardest days in my life. And aya has a job though
I wish I could talk to him but hes busy
and aya probably hates me now
i just wish aya wasnt so cold to me. I understand why I think. because im a bad person
sorry for going on so much. I cant articulate my thoughts and feelings well
>>36579351
just acquire new cooler discord friends
ezpz
>>36579383
I dont think in the way that you do
but thanks for helping
I like talking to Aya. Ayas my idol
>>36579423
well you should probably give him space and stop making these threads
>>36579503
um im sorry
I really should
i just im sorry
i dont know what to do
Why does aya hate you?
>>36579553
im mentally ill and a freak
and he thinks im clingy
im sorry if the threads anyone btw
>>36579542
being super clingy and stuff isn't going to help, he probably isn't busy all the time so maybe try to talk to him about this when you canalso I doubt he hates you, he probably would've removed you if he did
Thick as a Brick by Jethro Tull
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ldXdnZtTWp8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GTWQv8RsI6s
>>36579623
nice one anonlink is not available
>>36579599
I try to talk about it to him
but the right words never come out
Aya is really cool and I know the reason why he's so cool
but.. I just can't find the right words to say
>>36579697
maybe this sounds autistic but you could try typing it out beforehand
>>36579714
thanks anon
Im going to give him space for now
so I hope hes free to talk sometime. ayas so cool
>>36579735
thats probably for the best, I know it sucks when people act like this, I hope it works out for you <3