>lie down in bed trying to sleep
>think about all the huge mistakes I made in my life
>curl up and whisper "I want to fucking die" over and over again
Same but mundane shit also makes me do it.
guaranteed i've made more and worse mistakes than you have
do what i do and repress your bad memories
avoid thinking about it, eventually you'll forget it ever happened
>>36568262
I can't since my friends bring it up again and again
every time I die inside a little
>>36568385
Tell us about it Anon, it can't be that bad.
>>36568516sucked my friend's dick once and it fucked me up mentallygot drunk multiple times and told my other friends about my sexual fetishes (femdom,
short haired redheads, that kinda stuff), now they ask me about it every time I drink something, even if it's only a single beer
It doesn't seem that bad, and probably isn't compared to most other people on here but I still cannot get over that stuff. I'm visiting a psych currently but progress is very slow
>>36568603
forgot to mention, once I got drunk and punched my friend because something pissed me off. Apparently he beat me up for it, but I can't remember anything. That was like three weeks ago