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Is this worth killing myself over? I'm too weak to decide,

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Is this worth killing myself over? I'm too weak to decide, please be honest.

So that's my younger brother in the pic beating the shit out of me in a recorded play fight. He's 11 years old, 70lbs and about a foot shorter than me. I'm 18 years old, 6'1 and 120lbs. The pic doesn't really show this well except for his leg muscles in pic, but he's strong for his size, got an 8 pack, more muscular than me, does gymnastics etc. This leads to him taunting and bullying me often, who is the opposite of him; i.e. an unfit dumbass.

It's not only that, but he's smarter than me too. Gets straight A's and is thinking of taking the Mensa test while I probably am not going to even go to University (college for mericans).

He's better looking than me as well. He's had countless girlfriends while I've never even kissed a girl before. I've found 2 used condoms in his room before, at 11 I was just playing dungeons and dragons all day.

Our parents love him more, you can tell they think of him as the successful son. And most importantly I'm just known as his bitch. For example, last week he pinned me down and spat on my face. He told me not to wipe it off until he said so which happened to be the next morning.

There's literally not one thing I'm better at. I guess I'm asking this for an ego boost, maybe for one of you to somehow persway (I'm so stupid I thought persway was a word until it corrected me) me that I'm better at something, anything but I doubt I am. Is suicide my best option here?
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>>36567784
Is he actually stronger than you?
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>>36567810
Of course he is, spends all day at the gym, does gymnastics 24/7 while I struggle to do push ups.
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>>36567784
>6'1"
>120 lbs
...do you have fucking cancer? You should weigh 160 at a minimum and still be anorexic.
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>>36567866
Not anorexic and don't have cancer, I just find eating so tiring. I ask for less food from my parents because I can never be bothered to finish it.
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Get fit and wreck him
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>>36567784
I thought he was 12 and didn't you say he did it infront of your gf?

>should I kill myself over it?

No, but if you do be sure to take him out too.
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>>36567784
Told you it would bother you forever
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>>36567784

>Gets straight A's and is thinking of taking the MENSA test.

OOOO STRAIGHT A'S. OOOOO MENSA-- SO SMART.

I remember getting straight A's in grade 5 too.

>He's had countless girlfriends, I've found two condoms in his room.

They're not hard to get, and a used condom doesn't necessarily mean anything, he couldve been jerking off with it.

>I was playing dungeons and dragons all day.

I fail to see the problem here.

Now. Let me explain something about younger siblings, OP.

Your parents probably did a slightly better job raising and supporting him in his activities than they did you, because they had practice raising a kid when he came along.

My little sister is better than me at everything --- better poet, better musician, funnier, has cooler friends. My parents are prouder of her, she doesn't struggle with addiction, and she's hardworking and ethical.

Let me ask you this: Why do you have to be better?
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>>36568065
I can't, look at the photo I'll never be as strong as him. He made me tap out while only using his legs. And his legs are almost bigger than my head.
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>responding to stale pasta
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You just have to assault him when he doesn't expect it. Maybe while he's sleeping.
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>>36568169
I don't have to be better, it's just that I'm a complete bitch compared to him. I just want to be good at something. I'm sure your parents love you, but my parents don't give 1 shit about me and treat him like he's a god.
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Fake as fuck.
> bad executed triangle choke.
> that kid in picture can't be 11.
> "you" are wearing a shirt that says "team...", so unless you and your brother are part of a grappling gym you don't have to be wearing it if you really are a lazy fuck.

Nice baito des.
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>>36568225

>but my parents don't give 1 shit about me and treat him like he's a god.

You'll have to forgive me if I just don't take your word for it--- I find that people are prone to exaggeration.

>I don't have to be better

Don't lie to yourself man, it's ok to feel like that.

You're 18 anyways! Just about time to move out! which I would do, doubletime, if shit's really so bad at home.

Don't consider suicide over a bruised ego.
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>>36568320
We don't have experience in martial arts, of course it's going to be badly executed.

How old does he look then? Older, younger? He looks 11 to me.

I have a shirt that has the words team "school name", it's not a grappling shirt.
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>>36568353
Move out with whose money? It would have to be my dads and I'd probably be back home within a couple of months because I'm so bad with money.

It's not a bruised ego, it's a destroyed ego. I didn't even have the nerve to wipe the spit off my face, what kind of pussy am I? He's only 11.
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>>36568466

>I'm bad with money

Well. Only way one to learn!

>I didn't even have the nerve to wipe the spit off my face

I don't believe you.

If it's true, get therapy, but now I'm pretty sure you're full of shit.
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An 11 year old having an 8 pack? Give a picture, this can't be true.
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You post this on /fit/ like every other day. We get it, you have a weird fetish.
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>>36568689
First time I've been on 4chan desu with you. Got any proof of what you're saying? I don't understand how me thinking of committing suicide can possibly be a fetish.
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>>36568747
Don't play dumb with me nigga
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>>36568863
Ah fine, I don't see the problem. This is how I get off, I would never act on these feelings since I was abused by my father as a child and know the pain. My theory is that fighting back against the bigger opponent turns me on because I couldn't fight back as a kid. And I just got the photo from a youtube video, I don't watch any porn.
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>>36567784
I have seen this post before somewhere. Don't repost your gay shit here.
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>>36567784
it looks like you're trying to suck his dick desu wa yo
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why dont you take a shovel to his back a couple of times to assert dominance? you still have the size advantage on him and it really shouldn't be hard to hurt him if you actually try. kick him a few times while hes down for good measure and make sure he cries
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>>36567784
Fuck off you idiot. Think we don't see right through this bullshit?
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First off, why are so many people pretending to be op, I'm op jesus christ.

>>36569056
Anyway, it's a jiu jitsu move which hurts like shit. He pushes my head down and I start suffocating and then tap out, jiu jitsu is gay like that.
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Yeah you should. Make sure you say why in the note. Your parents and brother will forever be emotional wrecks because of the guilt. That'll teach em.
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>>36569088
He's already asserted dominance. No point.
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>>36568681
Sorry about the bad quality, only one I could find of him on fb. Anyway, I look like a fucking skeleton compared to him. I can't beat him up.
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This thread is fucking retarded. I can't believe people are seriously replying to it.

Shows you the average robot is a serious dumb fuck.
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>>36569288
That's not an 8 pack, he's got muscle but not an 8 pack. Also, what fag posts a shirtless pic of himself on facebook?
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post a pic of yourself you faggot
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Pretty big legs for an 11 year old, looks at least 14 to me. You shouldn't be embarrassed to lose to him, he's a strong kid.
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>>36569329
>>36568320
This seriously gods damn it stop fucking posting braap threads, Mods, please ban everyone in this thread, and threads like it, they're too stupid to get past bans and the board will be way better off.

Even if I was 12 I'd know this was bait.

Out of all the half decent threads people make that get no replies!?!

Mother fucking god damnded nigger sage in all fucking fields.
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>>36567784
>I'm weak
>I'm bad with money
>Dealing with an otter skeleton like your brother: >>36569288

He's fucking nothing, a twink, and you are letting yourself be less than nothing by accepting your fate. You can't eat? Eat until you vomit, then keep eating. You're too weak? Visit the /fit/ wiki, adjust your diet and nutrition while lifting on Starting Strength. Your money management is shit? Log each and every purchase you make until you stay under a certain amount. Better yet, don't buy needless shit.

You are less than your brother because you never played the game. Even if he's younger, he's got the experience. It's like an RPG. Go to /fit/ and change, or stay in /r9k/ and die as nothing. You have the potential--you've got a good height and everything.

Anyone who tells me they can't lose weight or get stronger is nothing, and will always be nothing. I don't care if you're a robot or a normie, it means nothing to the biological laws that govern our bodies, and fuck anyone that says otherwise. You can be socially desolate and still make gains.

Fuck you, you double nigger. You absolute slime, piece of shit. You are better than that, don't be so weak. Don't respond to me saying you can't. If you have time to be weak, you have time to not be weak.

Don't be weak. Be a tough boy.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mdju-W_ZAnw
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>>36568973
Having sexual fantasies about minors is still preeety bad, you should seek help
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This thread is old pasta with a few minor changes. OP sucks.
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>>36569585
>gods
>Even if I was 12
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>>36569884
So I made a big post for pasta?

You're a nigger, OP.
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>>36569861
No-one is getting hurt except me. I am in therapy but I would never mention this to my therapist. I'm honestly getting better, I think if I start getting a little self respect all this will be in the past. I'm starting to find a few women attractive now, and them me. I'm young and can still change.
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>>36567866
>6'5
>140lbs
>Eat all fucking day
>Don't gain any weight
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>>36569861
I don't want to be this way, if I still have fantasies by the time I'm 21, I will kill myself. There's no way I'm passing on my genes anyway, too much crazy in my family. And I will never have children.
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>>36567784
Does no one here know how to reverse image search? Bunch of fucking morons. Stop playing along with faggot OP's fantasy.
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>>36569861
I don't think having sexual fantasies about being dominated BY minors is really in same league as normal pedo.

Its just even more pathetic.
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>>36570083
Oh fuck you. You don't know anything about this. I can't help my attraction and have tried everything to get rid of it. I've never acted on anything and feel sick at the thought of actually acting on it. I've never done anything illegal either.

My father raped me as a kid, that's why I'm this way. You just sit there with your simplistic world view judging someone without knowing anything about them. How would you like it knowing that you could never have sex? The only thing you can do is masturbate and feel guilty every single time.

How's the view up there, jackass? I guarantee that if you were in my situation, you would be in prison. Glad I could give you a fucking ego boost.
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>>36569950
You eat all day, but your portions are probably baby sized. Stop being a fucking woman and eat two Big Macs instead of one.
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