I want to kill myself
I hate everything about myself
I am killing everything I am, becoming a different person. I am not sure if i will be any happier, but i don't think i could possibly be any more miserable
I moved to another country, took up motorcycle riding, have a job working with people, cut down video games to a few hours a week, and cut almost all contact with my family
If this doesn't work, if i am so broken that i am exactly as unhappy no matter who i become, I don't know where i can go from there
>>36567256
if you kill yourself please leave me that jacket, i loves me some good alpinestars gear
>>36567388
dunno much about alpinestar wear, but since the op is talking about motorbikes, i'm guessing that's some kinda kevlar/carbon fibre blend, yeah?
any idea if they come with padding fitted around the joints, or would you have to buy padding as additional options?
asking for a friend
>>36567481
dessy im not all that sure about jackets, i used to wear an alpinestars 1-piece when i used to privateer in motorcycle races (the one interesting thing ive ever done) from 2009-2012, so i suppose its memories that make me love the brand so much, i know with alot of jackets, especially textiles, most pads can be removed and swapped but i dont thing youd have to buy additional padding for a new jacket, all the spaces should be filled if you get what i mean
fuck off rasputin
>>36567256
>I moved to another country
> and cut almost all contact with my family
can you go into detail on this? how did you do this, the results? how long ago was it? how old are you?
i am considering doing the same thing
>>36567532
>all the spaces should be filled...
ah sweet - was thinking the costs could really ramp up if you had to buy all the padding too
also; i think i did get what you mean, and it seems you were making a vague double entendre
well personally i dislike that kind of naughty talk, so you can stick that filth innuendo
>>36567623
nah, if i was being sexeh i would have said "all the holes should be filled" but i dont want the fembots of r9k losing control and throwing themselves at me via the internet
>>36567256
Good luck with your endeavour OP, what bike do you ride?
>>36567481
Usually these jackets are made from heavy duty scratch resistant textile and have integrated some basic protectors around the elbows, shoulders and spine.
>>36567256
https://youtu.be/YxzBge0nIsI
Maybe if you stopped dressing like a sex tourist and talking too fast people would like you. Fuck off rasputin.
>>36567256
Hello,dave
>>36567652
wait, you really weren't doing the 'if you know what i mean' meme?
i am sorry bro, it's just this place man - too much lewd talk for my delicate sensibilites to distinctuate
>>36567654
>integrated some basic protectors around the elbows, shoulders and spine.
noice - cheers
>>36567700
I dont know to be honest anymore, im pretty confused, are....are we gay yet?
>>36567731
>are we gay yet?
well i'm kinda in a good mood right now, but i'm not exactly full of gaiety and mirth
... i'm sure as soon as i go to another board i'll feel better
>>36567771
Im in a pretty good mood too, considering ive wasted yet another day on robot9k
^pretty proud of that little poem dessy
>>36567654
bike bike bike SYM wolf Classic
>>36567942
if we're posting picture of our bikes, now, this is my everyday bike, i have a sunday bikes and some "projects" which are basically wrecks and i sold both my track bikes when i stopped racing
>>36567942
>>36567997
I should also add that thats a great pic, id love to tour around on my bike for a few weeks at a time, just go out and get lost until i get bored of it
>>36567256
It sounds like my dream life.
Do you take any meds?
Maybe i should have gotten a different bike instead of this cg125 clone, the wheels are very skinny, but it looks so damned good
>>36567942
Looks pretty cool, is that your starter bike?
>>36567997
What are your other bikes? I never could keep more than one.
This is what I ride now.
>>36568129
nigga u cant even handle a 125 without crashing lmao
>>36568124
I did, but now all i take is caffeine pills. Depression is chemical, it leaves you so tired. Caffeine helps with that
>>36568152
I have a ZXR400(1990) and a 2003 SV1000, fully faired...to be honest i dont really need them now, i only need one bike but i cant bring myself to sell them, besides those i have all kinda of parts of older bikes that ive had and either sold or written off, aswell as some spares from my track bikes still, even have some wet weather track tyres still on the rims.
I have always liked the look of MTs too, i was considering getting an MT-07 as an everyday bike but ended up with my er6 instead
>>36568154
>>36568152
right now im limited to 125. and with the roads where i am few people have more than a 250 except serious enthusiasts
>>36568154
i was judging my distance from the edge by the posts, which had been pushed over by a car crash. by the time i noticed i was too close and slipped on the dirt in the gutter
>>36567942
>>36568129
>>36568215
Where do you live? Looks like some sick terrain out there. I like your little cafe racer thing you got going on too
>>36567997
>>36568152
Makes me want to get back on my street bike looking at these beautiful bikes. I got so bored of riding street since I jumped back on the dirt scooter
>>36568361
>>36568361
I am in Korea