Have any anons ever been to a mental hospital? The last few days

>>36561545
Yes.

It's going to kind of suck and be super boring at all times. You might find someone to talk to but a lot of the time no one really talks to anyone. You're going to spend a lot of time sleeping and/or reading. Maybe if you're lucky it's the kind of place that lets you smoke your own or hands out smokes.

There's also no help or treatment there besides pills and a pretty actually quiet safe place to be. I think I've seen only one incident of real violence during about half a dozen stays.

The doctors don't care, the nurses don't care, and the group therapy is super useless and gay and everyone knows it but you have to go if they're going to let you out.

Unless it's a nice private and paid sort of institution you're going to get nothing out of it besides it going into your background checks for a lot of things.

Yeah, avoid mental hospitals if you can.

t. Ex mental patient.

>>36561545
>I suffer mostly from anxiety and depression
You will receive absolutely no helpful treatment
Public hospitals are for psychotic murderers, private hospitals are for histrionic teenage girls with extremely minor anxiety issues
Unless you fit perfectly into either of those categories no one will have any idea what to do with you
That or they'll just pretend you do

>>36561545
i have really similar problems and symptoms as you anon

if you do go let us know how it went good luck

>>36561728
This is exactly what I'm worried about. One of my friends let my suicide plan slide to my parents and it's blown up. The worst I get is violent impulsive thoughts and extreme aggression but overall I'm a very quiet guy and I desperately don't want to hurt anyone, even though I can see it happening in a blind rage. I just want to be left alone so I can kill myself. I don't feel like I belong or can operate within society. I don't want to upset my parents, they're very loving, but even my best friends have abandoned me because of my antics (particularly the symptoms of my OCD and Anxiety)

I just wish everyone would give me distance so I could buy a helium tank and die happy. I was going to go to my sister's graduation, stop at a hardware and and a party supply store, drive to a pretty place, and drift off to sleep.

>>36562048
Tonight my dad gave me the "if you died it would break our family apart" speech and it just filled me with so much guilt. Every aspect of my life is soaked in guilt and anger. If I die, I upset my family who are the only people who haven't now abandoned me. If I live, I will continue to annoy, frustrate, and otherwise inconvenience everyone I come into contact with. I feel like a monster and I haven't even done anything. My greatest crime is sloth from all the lethargy.