Still up? Come get a (You). I'll respond to everyone as

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>>36558210
I legit want to die. Fuck this gay life.

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>>36558210
Suppose I want to live in a trailer home and travel to the groceries store by bus/train. What's the cheapest setup I could get in the U.S.? How much would it cost annually?

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I want a big hard rod up my tookus.

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>>36558259
I understand that sentiment, and despite actually accomplishing a decent bit, have been having a bad day. I found out my shitty tracfone wasn't actually working and my landline doesn't work/is disconnected, so I can't receive calls. It especially sucks because I was trying to get a shitty wagecuck job and might have missed a call about the applications. Plus, tracfone is kinda shitty with online support, so IDK if I can even resolve my issue without a working phone to call them.

Sorry I vented about myself like a shit. What's got you down? Anything I can do in my shitty position?

I want to run away and live with someone I met online.

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>>36558291
Sorry, I can't help you much as a NEET that still lives at home. But as far as groceries go, you could dumpster dive. It's what I do, but then again, I'm not scared to actually go inside a dumpster and take home meat and produce and such.

>>36558324
Then buy a dildo, fagit.

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Hey OP what do you think of this gril?

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I wish I didn't fuck up all my teen years.
I wasted every single moment and now I'm still behind no matter how much I try to catch up.

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>>36558370
If you had the means and finances and you both genuinely want to, I'd say go for it. How's your relationship with them?

>>36558430
Not OP but forget you teen years. Try to live your 20's as best as possible so you're not an old faggot like me still sad posting here in his 30s

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>>36558428
She's reasonably cute if a bit frumpy, but she has potential to surprisingly attractive given her current state.

>>36558430
Me too, bro, but I bet you can still turn it around. You're (probably) still young, but I'm over 30 and a huge loser. Please find your path so you don't end up like me.

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>>36558425
I still want to see the best setup you can research from prices on the Internet. This is all theoretical.

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why can't I escape the /shitcycle/ in Normiewatch?

I'll jump into quickplay and get my ass stomped in. This makes me angry and discouraged and now because I don't know how to improve beyond grinding out losses I find myself more and more bitter toward the game.

Loosing feels horrible and loosing while trying to learn just makes me not want to try. I just want to play a halfway tolerable Mei

>>36558365
Sounds like a shitty day. What's got me down? The usual:
>Feel like a failure
>No one to care about me
>No one to care for
>Totally alone
>Still waiting for rock bottom

That's an adorable doggo.

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>>36558520
wtf, faggot. It's your life and your area. Even if I did put in the effort, which I won't, you need to do your own research and ask people more knowledgeable than me, and use better sources of info for what you want.

>>36558522
IDK, I just liked the pic and saved it. I don't play Overwatch due to being poor and having shitty kiked up internet.

And why not play for/focus on fun instead of being an autistic fegget.

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>>36558210

Do you think self-talk works for melowing yourself out? I works for depressing you, thats for sure

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>>36558552
So standard robot depression. Are you a NEET?

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Hey Op how about this gril?

>>36558639
>standard robot depression
More or less. No I'm a student.

>>36558455
Our relationship is good I guess but it's early. We still haven't spoken verbally to each other or shared photos or anything. I've known them for at least a year now over the internet but we're shy and nervous.
I don't have the means or finances to go off and live with them, though, which is probably a good thing in the long run. Right now I'm stuck in college and I can hardly deal with it.
Basically what it comes down to is that I'm anxious and depressed about my role in the world and being a failure.

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>>36558600
when the meme modes/servers are up I do. I just miss the equivalent of TF2's 2fort instant respawn that absorbed so much of my time in the past

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>>36558210
>We can talk about anything.
We can talk about the enemy having a teleporteur.

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>>36558629
IDK, maybe if you had the right mindset. But for "us," probably not. And IDK what you mean about mellowing out. You probably need to be working towards a goal or purpose to feel fulfilled.

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Am I the only one that can write an email without sounding like a rambling child on ambien?
I'm practically retarded but at least I can express my thoughts or desires in text form. The same cannot be said for anyone else I know (in real life). These are perfectly functional normies, but how do I manage to be this meme compared to them in this one area?

>>36558758
People like us analyze everything and have a constant desire for correctness. Normies don't think that hard about things like that.

I know I'm at fault for not over coming my bad social skills.it's just too much.I want to get as far from my problems as possible.

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Do you think it gets better on the other side?

>>36558758
If you're like me, it's because you internalise a lot of things and react inwardly rather that outwardly.

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I want to run my fingers through a qt's hair.

I love boxing but i fear brain damage

But at the same time i don't fear brain damage that much because it will onset at my 50 years old and i will be really fucked up by that age

Very few people outside of my family know i box, i don't know if it's good idea to put it in fb since people will think i'm braindead

wat do

>>36558807
That hurts, but its true

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>>36558650
She's also a qt. Good hair and skin, looks healthy and in shape, and is very pretty. Oddly enough, as she isn't my ideal type, that probably would make me more confident and relaxed with her and therefore more socially successful with her, romantic or not.

>>36558663
>>36558683
>in college
I'm both jealous and happy for you both. I hope you do well and get a good job when you're done.

>>36558698
Sounds nice, tbheee. I'd probably play more online multiplayer if I gad the monet.

>>36558715
Sorry, I don't play that game, but I'd probably like it if I were in a better place in life.

>>36558820
You hit a little too close to home there

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>>36558848
>You hit a little too close to home

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>>36558210
I'm an autodidact. A writer to be more specific, how do you think I'll do in the writing career? I have no real specialization but I want to write about politics, or for a newspaper. Give me some encouragement OP, as an 18 year old Robot.

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>>36558758
No. I'm very articulate when typing/writing, but with normal physical conversations I'm a bit of a spaz.

>>36558815
Not better or worse...IDK. It's what you make of the here and now. When I got super fucked up off DXM a month or so ago, I felt like our physical form and life/experience was all a facade, and we are just pretending until whatever's "next." Not saying I believe that, just sharing some random thoughts.

>>36558824
You can eventually do that if you make the right changes and adjustments in your life.

>>36558826
IDK, just do what you feel is best for you. Do you want to do it for a living, or just for personal development? Either way, you'd want to minimize brain damage, as even soccer players get short term memory loss just from bouncing a ball on their head.

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Going to get officially diagnosed with """"High-Functioning"""" Autism disorder next month. My doctors are sure of it I just need to come in one last time to be confirmed. I'm 17.

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I got diagnosed with schizophrenia. cant afford med but also dont want to take them. Also i now am on their lists and i dont know how to get off them. Reality just keeps seeming less real i dont know how to deal with this

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>>36558948
>I don't know how that was an original comment, but have this for the empathy, it helped

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>>36558960
If it's your passion and what you truly want to do in life, then fukken go for it. Research your subject matter and how to write good articles and reach your audience and all that shit. Even if you fail, it will be a learning experience, and you don't want to live with the regret of not pursuing what you want to do.

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>>36558210
Why did it die? It was so original, like my text.

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>>36559006
You could try to get on NEETbux and/or self medicate with DXM, or LSA from Hawaiian Baby Woodrose seeds or Morning Glory seeds. DXM legit killed my alcohol addiction almost overnight after struggling with it for a year or two.

disclaimer: I'm a retarded NEET and my advice may be shit.

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Every fragment of how I used to view the world has died in the past few years. Apathy and Anhedonia screwed me bad, but I'm not really bitter about that. My current task is patiently waiting for it to end, but it's like, what do I do after that? Even if everything does come back, I won't be able to relate to anyone around me, even on here. Those cool and deep topics I discovered through 4chan have lost their luster. Perhaps I will have to accustom myself to simple, dull pleasure for the rest of my life.

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>>36559089
IDK, I'm uninformed of that game.

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Thoughts on this gril op?

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>>36558210
Just started playing Metal Gear Riding yesterday and finished the Mexico level. Why does it seem that the game is gonna be short?

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>>36559096
Yeah, I relate to this post. But I'm trying to claw my way out by looking for a job and looking into school and a long term career. I've been enjoying things a bit more now that I'm trying to fix my life, plus tripping on DXM has helped.

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>>36558210
>tfw going to kill yourself soon.
The person who I hate the most in this world is myself.
I hate myself so fucking much, and I hate the fact that anyone would care about me, this make killing myself that much worse, but I know my family will get over it, eventually.

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I can't play FPS games without cheats because I'm bad.

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>>36559127
why the fuck do you want to know my opinions of these girls? She looks like a Stacy but has nice tits.

>>36559139
IDK, maybe that's what they were going for, a short but sweet experience that doesn't overstay it's welcome or shit you with backtracking or pointlessness.

>>36559195
>why the fuck do you want to know my opinions of these girls?
It's 5:20am here and I'm bored.

>>36559173
What game do you play, anon?

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why dont people leave me alone
im self sufficient, nice, trying to get my own place, not a druggy and help others when I can yet people always find SOMETHING to give me shit about

>>36559248
What do they say to you? It sounds like you've got nothing to worry about.

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>>36559169
Don't do it, fagget. There's still so much to experience. The best friend I ever had killed herself a while ago and I miss her deeply and think about her everyday, and the tings she missed out on.

>>36559173
Then you're depriving yourself of the pleasure and accomplishment of getting more skilled. That is, unless you just play for the story, which I've done before with cheats.

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>>36558210
What do you think of the 600 Nitro Express, OP?

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OP please give me my welfare (you).

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>>36559248
Learn to not give a shit what they say, because fuck them.

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Thoughts on this lovely bit of heroin op?

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>>36559278
Very ridiculous and impractical, especially as a handgun.

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>>36558210
Hey there, can I have one (you) please?

hang your certificate of autism on your wall. honestly everyone's fucking autistic though, there is a lot of just awkwardness and anxiety in the air

>>36559321
I know it is, but at least it got me a (You).

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>>36559273
I'm so disappointing in myself that I can't bring myself to even speak to my family anymore. I messed up bad, and I don't see a way out. I know that they'll eventually get though it. I wish it didn't have to be like this, but it is. Hell, I made a noose out of a belt, and hung myself from my door, I was on a rolling office chair, and was about to kick it over, but something made me stop myself, I don't know why I did, but I did (hell, I almost fell out of it.) I wish I would just die already.

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>>36559285
Here you go, you furry fgt.

>>36559305
Not into Heroin and would never do it. You probably shouldn't either.

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I want my (You) OP
Extra thicc

>>36559266
>stop wasting your height and play sports
>your job is weird
>why do you like cars theyre so boring
>why do you act so white

>>36559016
originality isn't hard

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>>36559327
Here.

>>36559342
You sound like you don't really want to deep down, and still have hope. You probably need a little help too to get you out of your funk.

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>>36558210
5:30am here.
Im waking up in 10 minutes.
Though i havent slept.
I suppose ive got stuff to do. I need to pay my rent; its already a week late.
pic not related.

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I want to relive my life in another time. I want to go to the past when my country didn't have any immigrants, there was no internet, and everything was cheaper. I want people to be friendly and open like they were back in the day. Time fucked me over.

>>36559393
What is your job, anon?
Also, are you black?
Originality is important on this board to ensure the quality of the posts are high.

>>36559393
>why do you act so white
Are you non-white?

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>>36559368
Coming right up, sir.

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>>36558210
How do I stop being fucking bored? I just don't really want for anything, and so I'm doomed to permanent mediocrity. I have no interest in anything.

>>36559393
>"It's my life, and i'll choose what I want to do."
>"It pays, so it works."
>"I enjoy some thing you don't enjoy, and vice versa"
>"Guess because I am white."
Anon, you're fine, you're a hell of a lot better off than I am. In highschool, I never stood up for myself, I always took the punches. Don't be me, if someone is giving you shit, don't take it. Just give short answers and ignore them.

>>36559435
Try going on different websites and looking at hobbies, or watching hobbies on youtube, and see if you want to join them. A club is a good way to meet people, most people there will be in the same boat you are.

>>36559030
do you want all your tax dollars to go towards neets?

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>>36559420
>has job and apartment
I'm jelly. You live alone? What do you do?

>>36559426
While it's nice to fantasize, you can only work with what you've got, and can try to improve what you can.

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I hope everything is going good for everyone that sees this. If things are going shitty I hope whoever or whatever is making things shitty for you disappears.

posted this in a different thread but
>develop oneitis for a girl in algeria
>beautiful, cute accent and voice
>we get along really well
>she mentions how she can't travel outside the country unless she is married
>she does not like the idea of sneaking away as it would shock her family

how do i do it anons? im pretty sure she and i can have a meaningful relationship, I'm just worried when the time comes it's going to be really hard to meet.

its kind of a bad feel and im not entirely sure if it's even going to become a thing

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>>36559414
I don't know why I did it. I should know that i'm hopeless. Yes, it pains me to know my sister will lose her big brother, and my parents will lose their only son, and my grandparents will lose their only grandson, but... I just don't know anymore. I don't know how to get out of this mess, and I don't want to talk to anyone about it. I'm trying to unfuck the situation, but it feels like i'm fighting a losing battle.

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>>36559435
IDK, still trying to figure that one out myself. Maybe have a full time job or schooling, as absence makes the heart grow fonder when it comes to fun, entertainment, media, etc.

>>36559522
Hang in there Anon, everybody has their demons.
I'm nearly in the same situation - all I do is keep going to spite people who would be happy about me doing something like that. Maybe someday we'll both find something that makes us happy.
>not op

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OK, guys. Sorry, but I have to call it quits. My sinus meds are making me sleepy.

Have a good night.

>>36559585
p-pls reply (orignial post)
>>36559494

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hope you like video games. I want to die.

>>36559485
>I'm jelly. You live alone? What do you do?
Oh, i dont have a job. Im a student. The government give me a ~8k loan every year which i can easily live on since i dont drink, smoke, go to parties, have any friends or expensive hobbies so my expenses are pretty much minimal. I even manage to save about 10% of it.
I do live alone though. Its pretty /comfy/. I only moved here at the start of april and before i lived with some other people who i hated.

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I did nothing today, again.

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>>36559653
shid forgot to post a picture

have some chinese super soldiers.

>>36559488
Thanks, anon, I appreciate it more than I probably should.
Also, nice dubs

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My online friend asked if I could play vidya with her today but I told her I couldn't because it's the end of the semester and I have tons of schoolwork to do. But in the end I hardly got any of my work done. So I should've just played games with her since I wasn't going to get anything done anyways.

Also I'm pretty sure I've made her into my oneitis and it's horrible. I've known her for 4 years but whenever she leaves me on read I become suspicious as to how much she likes me and whenever she does any sort of thing with other people I lowkey get jealous. Why am I so crazy and stupid?

I can't wait for the semester to end so I can just work my job and go home to play vidya with her and other online friends

>>36559585
We must all reply to eachother now to keep up OPs legacy

>>36559772
Here, anon, have a (You) for the legacy.

>>36559494
ok anon reply to me pls
>>36559772

>>36559670
Me too anon. I never get done the things I want to each day

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I feel like shit, i want to be killed

>>36559670
>>36559823
Amen, I went for a walk today at least.

>>36559837
What's troubling you, anon?
Originality is important for the quality of the posts on /r9k/.

>>36559920
I've got like a dozen different insecurities and problems

pretty generic stuff but i can't go one day without making an ass out of myself or having something that requires urgent attention

>>36560043
Same here, anon.
I've got this cycle that I've been going through for years now
>Gain responsibility
>Don't fulfill responsiblity
>Feel like shit, hatred for self increases
>Rinse and repeat

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I fucking hate life right now. I'm failing class and the only thing I'm looking forward to is a vacation to Asia that is completely paid for by my parents which makes me feel shittier

I live in upstate South Carolina and I'd like to take tomorrow to visit a craft beer brewery. Anyone have any suggestions?

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>>36560086
that's me alright, except this time i can't afford to fuck up. if i fuck up it's the poor house for me, my parents are going to kick me out.

time to become an adult i guess, i hope you break out of this cycle too

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>>36560158
Thanks, anon, I hope your situation improves as well.

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>do very well hs but total autismo
>get through first year of college well, but depressed
>second year I get so depressed and stressed I start having trouble eating and digesting food
>leave due to hospitalization

Now I'm out of college without enough money to get back in anywhere and a fuck ton of loans and I'm still depressed/stressed.

I just want someone to hug..

>>36558210
How do I know what I want to do isn't a phase. I've been thinking constantly about what I want to with my life and recently I've had 1 really strong vibe, and it's something I can see myself being happy about. Does that mean I want it?

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>>36561029
Fuck forgot an image sorry desu here it is, pic related is my feet and a comfy aesthetic for me during the winter

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>>36558210
I'm not sure if I want to talk about anything.

I long for company but I'm too boring and awkward so everyone stops replying after one or two messages.

I don't want to put any effort either, I can't relate to others and I get overwhelmed easily so I'll just keep feeling like shit alone.

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>>36561103
>tfw OP is gone so I have to (You) myself

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I browsed r9k until 8 in the morning, slept until 11, and then played video games until 11 pm, where I slept until now. I'm tired but i can't sleep. I feel like shit