>deleted all of my porn
>years of collecting hentai that I will never find again all gone
>feel like shit immediately after and hate myself for days
>tell myself the withdrawal will go away and that it's just a drug and I will get better
>it's been over a month and I still feel like shit
I've been through that bro, trust me, collect your shit again and always keep your porn from now on
The answer isn't to purge what gives you pleasure.
The answer is to overcome shame and guilt. WHY should you feel bad for masturbating or feel bad for what you masturbate to? It is completely harmless. Society has poisoned you with guilt and unrealistic expectations.
>>36535221
I tried once a couple days in and I just did nothing but download for hours and burned myself out and deleted everything and I felt worse.
Some of your collection is probably something only you have saved if you've been collecting for years.
It's gone entirely and cannot be recovered.
>>36535268
This is the pain that hits me even right now as I try to build my collection again. I'm gonna try to ignore it.
>>36535156
you fell for the /pol/ memes, huh?
just start collecting them again and don't push out things from your life that you like
porn isn't the culprit for your misery, you know your misery exactly what it is, don't try to blame it on something else
>>36535156
>tfw you overcome shame and guilt.
it's one of the best things about attaining wizard status
>>36535156
Collecting the porn is almost more fun than fapping to it.
Usually I combine the two activities. Think of this as a fresh start anon!